busy..busy..busy..

hmmm..nowadays, my schedule is so packed that im kinda losing my own personal space..ha..projects, schoolwork and social interactions ..WHERE CAN I FIND THE TIME FOR MY BELOVED MUSIC? lol..ok, it's my fault..i've got poor time managing skills..=p

recently, i've been practising a new piano piece..hopefully it can make it as my canon in d's successor..of course, im nt implying that my canon in d is of superb standard..ha..i just want to learn another piece that is closer to e hearts..something romantic? lol..

wow! my english sucks..-_-" although my english has never been good in e past, i was quite contented with it..however, i cant tolerate it any longer these days..it doesnt just look terrible, but sounds horrible too..

hmmm..i'm going off to watch my anime le..ha..till then, good bye!


anyway,
I've already found a new commitment in life..
=D

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busy..busy..busy..

hmmm..nowadays, my schedule is so packed that im kinda losing my own personal space..ha..projects, schoolwork and social interactions ..WHERE CAN I FIND THE TIME FOR MY BELOVED MUSIC? lol..ok, it's my fault..i've got poor time managing skills..=p

recently, i've been practising a new piano piece..hopefully it can make it as my canon in d's successor..of course, im nt implying that my canon in d is of superb standard..ha..i just want to learn another piece that is closer to e hearts..something romantic? lol..

wow! my english sucks..-_-" although my english has never been good in e past, i was quite contented with it..however, i cant tolerate it any longer these days..it doesnt just look terrible, but sounds horrible too..

hmmm..i'm going off to watch my anime le..ha..till then, good bye!


anyway,
I've already found a new commitment in life..
=D

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Salvapantallas útiles

Desde hace mucho tiempo se conoce el proyecto SETI, que se encarga de buscar señales en el espacio de vida extraterrestre. Puede que alguien se haya descargado el SETI@home.
Pero además de buscar a ET en la página de BOINC, podemos conectarnos a proyectos más útiles (a corto plazo), como investigación de la malaria (esa enfermedad que solo sufren los pobres) o el cambio climático.
Se trata de un programa que se instala en el ordenador, se conecta al servidor del proyecto en cuestión, descarga unos archivos, los procesa, y los vuelve a enviar al servidor. La gracia está en que lo hacen muchas miles de personas en el mundo, y pensándolo bien, ¿por qué no usar el potencial y el tiempo perdido de los ordenadores en algo útil?.
Además los resultados los muestra en un bonito salvapantallas.

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Salvapantallas útiles

Desde hace mucho tiempo se conoce el proyecto SETI, que se encarga de buscar señales en el espacio de vida extraterrestre. Puede que alguien se haya descargado el SETI@home.
Pero además de buscar a ET en la página de BOINC, podemos conectarnos a proyectos más útiles (a corto plazo), como investigación de la malaria (esa enfermedad que solo sufren los pobres) o el cambio climático.
Se trata de un programa que se instala en el ordenador, se conecta al servidor del proyecto en cuestión, descarga unos archivos, los procesa, y los vuelve a enviar al servidor. La gracia está en que lo hacen muchas miles de personas en el mundo, y pensándolo bien, ¿por qué no usar el potencial y el tiempo perdido de los ordenadores en algo útil?.
Además los resultados los muestra en un bonito salvapantallas.

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Why Am I Still So Affected?

Please!!! Free me from her grasp..

it's already been a year and a half, 456 days..isn't it enough already? i know i'm a sinner who deserved to be punished but i've really been through a lot..erase her from my memories please..

a few hours ago, i've pissed many people off..i wanted to apologize..but will anyone accept my apologies even if i mean it sincerely? well, perhaps i know the reason to why they wont forgive me..i'm a big fucker, right?

you are not the one at fault..i am..

i couldn't control my emotions n let them take control of me..im such an asshole..

you were right to leave me..

I'M A BASTARD!!!

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Why Am I Still So Affected?

Please!!! Free me from her grasp..

it's already been a year and a half, 456 days..isn't it enough already? i know i'm a sinner who deserved to be punished but i've really been through a lot..erase her from my memories please..

a few hours ago, i've pissed many people off..i wanted to apologize..but will anyone accept my apologies even if i mean it sincerely? well, perhaps i know the reason to why they wont forgive me..i'm a big fucker, right?

you are not the one at fault..i am..

i couldn't control my emotions n let them take control of me..im such an asshole..

you were right to leave me..

I'M A BASTARD!!!

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It's Been A While

today, i was introduced to a cute girl through my friend because of my current marketing campaign..i could not remember her name, but i would never forget her sweet smile..it was a sign of affection, not for me, but for my dear friend..however, i guess he didnt realize how she felt..in his warm but ignorant eyes, she's always been his friend and will continue to be one in future..love was forbidden for her, as my friend has already been attached..

in the afternoon, the 3 of us met up with his girlfriend..she struggeld within herself and tried to keep the smile on..i guess his girlfriend did notice what was going on afterall..as the couple continue with their sweet acts, she couldn't keep her smile up any longer..her eyes looked tired, with a hint of jealousy and misery..at that moment, i could actually feel the loneliness in her..the only thought that crossed my mind was: can i put that smile back on her face?

even the strongest individuals can crumble..she really did remind me of you because both of you are so similar..the same cheerfulness, the same smile, the same gaze, the same way of speaking and even the same cheeks..


im looking forward to meeting her tomorrow,
looking forward to seeing her smile,
again..

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It's Been A While

today, i was introduced to a cute girl through my friend because of my current marketing campaign..i could not remember her name, but i would never forget her sweet smile..it was a sign of affection, not for me, but for my dear friend..however, i guess he didnt realize how she felt..in his warm but ignorant eyes, she's always been his friend and will continue to be one in future..love was forbidden for her, as my friend has already been attached..

in the afternoon, the 3 of us met up with his girlfriend..she struggeld within herself and tried to keep the smile on..i guess his girlfriend did notice what was going on afterall..as the couple continue with their sweet acts, she couldn't keep her smile up any longer..her eyes looked tired, with a hint of jealousy and misery..at that moment, i could actually feel the loneliness in her..the only thought that crossed my mind was: can i put that smile back on her face?

even the strongest individuals can crumble..she really did remind me of you because both of you are so similar..the same cheerfulness, the same smile, the same gaze, the same way of speaking and even the same cheeks..


im looking forward to meeting her tomorrow,
looking forward to seeing her smile,
again..

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Mejorar el alisado de las fuentes en Windows

Podemos mejorar el alisado de las fuentes en Windows
simplemente instalando un pequeño programita. La mejora vale la pena.

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Mejorar el alisado de las fuentes en Windows

Podemos mejorar el alisado de las fuentes en Windows
simplemente instalando un pequeño programita. La mejora vale la pena.

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SHORT-LISTED!!!

official: hey..may i speak to ming jie?
me: speaking..may i know who's this calling?
official: i'm from the aids marketing challenge and i would like to inform you that your team has been short-listed..
me, calmly : oh..


lol..e above is a dialogue from a phone call i received this afternoon..actually, i received 3 missed calls from them earlier but i was sleeping at that time..lol..luckily, they did call back..they could have just chosen another team instead..

well, e key point in this entry is that our team, AIDS Aid, has been short-listed for the marketing challenge! WOW! however, this marks only the beginning of the road ahead..it's going to be tough..

nonetheless, i would like to thank the following people for their contributions up to this point of time: zhu zheng, mingjun, harris, wei jie, khee onn, shu xian and gang, henry and mr jonas lee..

without you guys and gals, we wouldn't have come so far..it's not really that far but it does seem far..ok, my english sucks..lol..=p

as for my team members, there is something that i wanna tell u people but i cant really do it face to face..i know that you people have your personal commitments in your life..2 of you are involved in the IMF and it must be busy for you guys..that's why i didn't want to give you much work as it will only be more stressful to you..when the IMF thing is done with, lets work in a team ya? =D i just recalled something, the team members haven't even met each other yet! lol..rather amazing that we got to this stage when the team members haven't seen the faces of one another yet..since we have already come this far, lets give it our best shot and win this whole challenge! ha..=D

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SHORT-LISTED!!!

official: hey..may i speak to ming jie?
me: speaking..may i know who's this calling?
official: i'm from the aids marketing challenge and i would like to inform you that your team has been short-listed..
me, calmly : oh..


lol..e above is a dialogue from a phone call i received this afternoon..actually, i received 3 missed calls from them earlier but i was sleeping at that time..lol..luckily, they did call back..they could have just chosen another team instead..

well, e key point in this entry is that our team, AIDS Aid, has been short-listed for the marketing challenge! WOW! however, this marks only the beginning of the road ahead..it's going to be tough..

nonetheless, i would like to thank the following people for their contributions up to this point of time: zhu zheng, mingjun, harris, wei jie, khee onn, shu xian and gang, henry and mr jonas lee..

without you guys and gals, we wouldn't have come so far..it's not really that far but it does seem far..ok, my english sucks..lol..=p

as for my team members, there is something that i wanna tell u people but i cant really do it face to face..i know that you people have your personal commitments in your life..2 of you are involved in the IMF and it must be busy for you guys..that's why i didn't want to give you much work as it will only be more stressful to you..when the IMF thing is done with, lets work in a team ya? =D i just recalled something, the team members haven't even met each other yet! lol..rather amazing that we got to this stage when the team members haven't seen the faces of one another yet..since we have already come this far, lets give it our best shot and win this whole challenge! ha..=D

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It Hurts...

in case you might be thinking whether this is another "lovey" post, i assure you that there's nothing of tt sort..

this few days, im on e verge of a mental breakdown..seriously, i think i might just go bonkers any moment..my head hurts so much that i feel like racking my brains out of its skull..thoughts, thoughts and MORE THOUGHTS!!! FUCK IT! people always ask me not to think so much or limit my thoughts..they thought i was stupid because i often think too much and create troubles for myself..now, i'm going to repeat myself again..IF I COULD FUCKING CONTROL THE FREQUENCY OF THOUGHTS, I WOULD HAVE DONE SO ALREADY!

infinite voices are screaming in my mind every now and then..they're irritating me! but i cant do a damn thing about it..everytime i tried, e success was short-lived..im really going berserk..whenever there's a wall in front of me, i just feel like crashing my head into it..i wanna end this pain..i dont wanna suffer anymore..

maybe i should consult a psychiatrist soon..i really cant take this anymore..all the negativite feelings are bottling up inside me..hatred, anger, irrtated, frustrated, etc..

i'm going to defeat the devil inside me, all by myself..while i'm fighting, i dont want any comment or interference from anyone..if i lost the battle, please wake me up..

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It Hurts...

in case you might be thinking whether this is another "lovey" post, i assure you that there's nothing of tt sort..

this few days, im on e verge of a mental breakdown..seriously, i think i might just go bonkers any moment..my head hurts so much that i feel like racking my brains out of its skull..thoughts, thoughts and MORE THOUGHTS!!! FUCK IT! people always ask me not to think so much or limit my thoughts..they thought i was stupid because i often think too much and create troubles for myself..now, i'm going to repeat myself again..IF I COULD FUCKING CONTROL THE FREQUENCY OF THOUGHTS, I WOULD HAVE DONE SO ALREADY!

infinite voices are screaming in my mind every now and then..they're irritating me! but i cant do a damn thing about it..everytime i tried, e success was short-lived..im really going berserk..whenever there's a wall in front of me, i just feel like crashing my head into it..i wanna end this pain..i dont wanna suffer anymore..

maybe i should consult a psychiatrist soon..i really cant take this anymore..all the negativite feelings are bottling up inside me..hatred, anger, irrtated, frustrated, etc..

i'm going to defeat the devil inside me, all by myself..while i'm fighting, i dont want any comment or interference from anyone..if i lost the battle, please wake me up..

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Simply Bored

just took a peek at e blog of my junior..ha..apparently, she has a dream of being a professional dancer..from the comments she gets from others, i guess she's really good at it.ha..i hope she succeeds though im 99% confident that she wont see this..while im typing this, ppl out there will be thinking: man, this guy is really bias..he only wishes her success even though i'm also a dancer and know him better than this junior here..

ha..yup, im bias..and im proud to be bias..=D at least when im bias, my thoughts and words are true and sincere, unlike some fucking hypocrites out there..HEAR THAT, PEOPLE?

last sun n mon, i went to my class chalet..which class? of course TB11 la..lol..not that 4p1 peanutz are forgotten but most of them are in jc so our chalet should be in e december ba..ha..what bout 206? i've been in that class? oops..i forgot..

back to e chalet thingy..how was the chalet? well, it's quite nice..however, i'm not..i was a total asshole, wrecking places and people upside down..but i dont feel guilty..tts my godamn nature..im not gg to lie but i was fucking pissed on e 2nd day..don ask me y, just quit it..im nt gg to reveal anything..

some words are better left unspoken, and some memories are better left forgotten..

ask everyone who knows me better out there and you know im not the kind that goes angry or pissed easily..at times, perhaps i do get pissed a little at times..but to get me into a serious fucked-up mood, it's got to be something serious..just in case you dont know, when im pissed, i just let everything go loose..i dont give a damn what others think, feel or are going react..i dont leave e tiniest space for anyone's feelings in my world at that moment..im totally heartless when i get fucked up..just leave me alone and dont mess with me..if not, i'll be screwing you..for god's sake, im a musician and i have my own strong emotions..in my case, my emotions play a major part in my life..and just because im always smiling at you or doing stupid things, that doesnt mean i dont have a temper..like any other musician, i do have a horrible and destructive one..

enough of the rantings, some people should have already gotten pissed upon reading to this point of my entry..actually, you should feel piss..since i pissed u off, u should feel pissed at me, right? if you dont, perhaps you're one weird guy or gal..ha..feel like giving me a punch, come to my block and we shall beat the shit out of each other..wouldnt that spell fun? lol..

the best thing about the chalet: sun-tanning at the pool with sim seng..ha..

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Simply Bored

just took a peek at e blog of my junior..ha..apparently, she has a dream of being a professional dancer..from the comments she gets from others, i guess she's really good at it.ha..i hope she succeeds though im 99% confident that she wont see this..while im typing this, ppl out there will be thinking: man, this guy is really bias..he only wishes her success even though i'm also a dancer and know him better than this junior here..

ha..yup, im bias..and im proud to be bias..=D at least when im bias, my thoughts and words are true and sincere, unlike some fucking hypocrites out there..HEAR THAT, PEOPLE?

last sun n mon, i went to my class chalet..which class? of course TB11 la..lol..not that 4p1 peanutz are forgotten but most of them are in jc so our chalet should be in e december ba..ha..what bout 206? i've been in that class? oops..i forgot..

back to e chalet thingy..how was the chalet? well, it's quite nice..however, i'm not..i was a total asshole, wrecking places and people upside down..but i dont feel guilty..tts my godamn nature..im not gg to lie but i was fucking pissed on e 2nd day..don ask me y, just quit it..im nt gg to reveal anything..

some words are better left unspoken, and some memories are better left forgotten..

ask everyone who knows me better out there and you know im not the kind that goes angry or pissed easily..at times, perhaps i do get pissed a little at times..but to get me into a serious fucked-up mood, it's got to be something serious..just in case you dont know, when im pissed, i just let everything go loose..i dont give a damn what others think, feel or are going react..i dont leave e tiniest space for anyone's feelings in my world at that moment..im totally heartless when i get fucked up..just leave me alone and dont mess with me..if not, i'll be screwing you..for god's sake, im a musician and i have my own strong emotions..in my case, my emotions play a major part in my life..and just because im always smiling at you or doing stupid things, that doesnt mean i dont have a temper..like any other musician, i do have a horrible and destructive one..

enough of the rantings, some people should have already gotten pissed upon reading to this point of my entry..actually, you should feel piss..since i pissed u off, u should feel pissed at me, right? if you dont, perhaps you're one weird guy or gal..ha..feel like giving me a punch, come to my block and we shall beat the shit out of each other..wouldnt that spell fun? lol..

the best thing about the chalet: sun-tanning at the pool with sim seng..ha..

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