Una muy interesante entrevista a Richard Stallman, uno de los padres del movimiento de software libre, y del sistema GNU/Linux.
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الجمعة، 29 ديسمبر 2006
Entrevista a Richard Stallman
Una muy interesante entrevista a Richard Stallman, uno de los padres del movimiento de software libre, y del sistema GNU/Linux.
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Entrevista a Richard Stallman
Una muy interesante entrevista a Richard Stallman, uno de los padres del movimiento de software libre, y del sistema GNU/Linux.
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Entrevista a Richard Stallman
Una muy interesante entrevista a Richard Stallman, uno de los padres del movimiento de software libre, y del sistema GNU/Linux.
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الثلاثاء، 26 ديسمبر 2006
Last Christmas
Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day
You gave it away.
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.
I gave you my heart
But the very next day
You gave it away.
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.
Last Christmas
Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day
You gave it away.
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.
I gave you my heart
But the very next day
You gave it away.
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.
Last Christmas
Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day
You gave it away.
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.
I gave you my heart
But the very next day
You gave it away.
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.
Last Christmas
Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day
You gave it away.
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.
I gave you my heart
But the very next day
You gave it away.
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.
Last Christmas
Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day
You gave it away.
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.
I gave you my heart
But the very next day
You gave it away.
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.
Last Christmas
Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day
You gave it away.
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.
I gave you my heart
But the very next day
You gave it away.
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.
الاثنين، 18 ديسمبر 2006
My Thoughts
tt night, i asked, "what are your dreams in life?"
"to lead a happy and simple life. to do whatever i like. to live life to the fullest."
"i don't want to feel sad for even a day."
i asked again, "are you really living life to e fullest if what you only experience is happiness?"
this conversation left me thinking: imagine a person who has always been happy in his life. he has never felt other emotions strongly before. how can he truly understand a person who is in misery or anger?
my answer to everything: for the sake of trying to understand others a little more, we should exchange a tiny bit of our happiness for e same experiences. bcuz even though i have given up on this tiny bit of happiness, what i get in return is a gift to provide others with mre happiness. n these accumulated happiness will be so many times mre than e initial happiness that i have provided.
"what if a tiny bit is not enough, but maybe more of ur happiness is needed to exchange? would u still be willing to make this exchange?"
i replied:
"it's ur decision."
"it's how willing u are."
"in any case, e happiness provided to others will also have sth in return for you - happiness."
"and of a higher grade/quality."
"so how willing u are is related to how much do u care for e rest n how strongly u wanna do sth for them."
Those were my thoughts,
my answers.
What about you?
"to lead a happy and simple life. to do whatever i like. to live life to the fullest."
"i don't want to feel sad for even a day."
i asked again, "are you really living life to e fullest if what you only experience is happiness?"
this conversation left me thinking: imagine a person who has always been happy in his life. he has never felt other emotions strongly before. how can he truly understand a person who is in misery or anger?
my answer to everything: for the sake of trying to understand others a little more, we should exchange a tiny bit of our happiness for e same experiences. bcuz even though i have given up on this tiny bit of happiness, what i get in return is a gift to provide others with mre happiness. n these accumulated happiness will be so many times mre than e initial happiness that i have provided.
"what if a tiny bit is not enough, but maybe more of ur happiness is needed to exchange? would u still be willing to make this exchange?"
i replied:
"it's ur decision."
"it's how willing u are."
"in any case, e happiness provided to others will also have sth in return for you - happiness."
"and of a higher grade/quality."
"so how willing u are is related to how much do u care for e rest n how strongly u wanna do sth for them."
Those were my thoughts,
my answers.
What about you?
My Thoughts
tt night, i asked, "what are your dreams in life?"
"to lead a happy and simple life. to do whatever i like. to live life to the fullest."
"i don't want to feel sad for even a day."
i asked again, "are you really living life to e fullest if what you only experience is happiness?"
this conversation left me thinking: imagine a person who has always been happy in his life. he has never felt other emotions strongly before. how can he truly understand a person who is in misery or anger?
my answer to everything: for the sake of trying to understand others a little more, we should exchange a tiny bit of our happiness for e same experiences. bcuz even though i have given up on this tiny bit of happiness, what i get in return is a gift to provide others with mre happiness. n these accumulated happiness will be so many times mre than e initial happiness that i have provided.
"what if a tiny bit is not enough, but maybe more of ur happiness is needed to exchange? would u still be willing to make this exchange?"
i replied:
"it's ur decision."
"it's how willing u are."
"in any case, e happiness provided to others will also have sth in return for you - happiness."
"and of a higher grade/quality."
"so how willing u are is related to how much do u care for e rest n how strongly u wanna do sth for them."
Those were my thoughts,
my answers.
What about you?
"to lead a happy and simple life. to do whatever i like. to live life to the fullest."
"i don't want to feel sad for even a day."
i asked again, "are you really living life to e fullest if what you only experience is happiness?"
this conversation left me thinking: imagine a person who has always been happy in his life. he has never felt other emotions strongly before. how can he truly understand a person who is in misery or anger?
my answer to everything: for the sake of trying to understand others a little more, we should exchange a tiny bit of our happiness for e same experiences. bcuz even though i have given up on this tiny bit of happiness, what i get in return is a gift to provide others with mre happiness. n these accumulated happiness will be so many times mre than e initial happiness that i have provided.
"what if a tiny bit is not enough, but maybe more of ur happiness is needed to exchange? would u still be willing to make this exchange?"
i replied:
"it's ur decision."
"it's how willing u are."
"in any case, e happiness provided to others will also have sth in return for you - happiness."
"and of a higher grade/quality."
"so how willing u are is related to how much do u care for e rest n how strongly u wanna do sth for them."
Those were my thoughts,
my answers.
What about you?
My Thoughts
tt night, i asked, "what are your dreams in life?"
"to lead a happy and simple life. to do whatever i like. to live life to the fullest."
"i don't want to feel sad for even a day."
i asked again, "are you really living life to e fullest if what you only experience is happiness?"
this conversation left me thinking: imagine a person who has always been happy in his life. he has never felt other emotions strongly before. how can he truly understand a person who is in misery or anger?
my answer to everything: for the sake of trying to understand others a little more, we should exchange a tiny bit of our happiness for e same experiences. bcuz even though i have given up on this tiny bit of happiness, what i get in return is a gift to provide others with mre happiness. n these accumulated happiness will be so many times mre than e initial happiness that i have provided.
"what if a tiny bit is not enough, but maybe more of ur happiness is needed to exchange? would u still be willing to make this exchange?"
i replied:
"it's ur decision."
"it's how willing u are."
"in any case, e happiness provided to others will also have sth in return for you - happiness."
"and of a higher grade/quality."
"so how willing u are is related to how much do u care for e rest n how strongly u wanna do sth for them."
Those were my thoughts,
my answers.
What about you?
"to lead a happy and simple life. to do whatever i like. to live life to the fullest."
"i don't want to feel sad for even a day."
i asked again, "are you really living life to e fullest if what you only experience is happiness?"
this conversation left me thinking: imagine a person who has always been happy in his life. he has never felt other emotions strongly before. how can he truly understand a person who is in misery or anger?
my answer to everything: for the sake of trying to understand others a little more, we should exchange a tiny bit of our happiness for e same experiences. bcuz even though i have given up on this tiny bit of happiness, what i get in return is a gift to provide others with mre happiness. n these accumulated happiness will be so many times mre than e initial happiness that i have provided.
"what if a tiny bit is not enough, but maybe more of ur happiness is needed to exchange? would u still be willing to make this exchange?"
i replied:
"it's ur decision."
"it's how willing u are."
"in any case, e happiness provided to others will also have sth in return for you - happiness."
"and of a higher grade/quality."
"so how willing u are is related to how much do u care for e rest n how strongly u wanna do sth for them."
Those were my thoughts,
my answers.
What about you?
My Thoughts
tt night, i asked, "what are your dreams in life?"
"to lead a happy and simple life. to do whatever i like. to live life to the fullest."
"i don't want to feel sad for even a day."
i asked again, "are you really living life to e fullest if what you only experience is happiness?"
this conversation left me thinking: imagine a person who has always been happy in his life. he has never felt other emotions strongly before. how can he truly understand a person who is in misery or anger?
my answer to everything: for the sake of trying to understand others a little more, we should exchange a tiny bit of our happiness for e same experiences. bcuz even though i have given up on this tiny bit of happiness, what i get in return is a gift to provide others with mre happiness. n these accumulated happiness will be so many times mre than e initial happiness that i have provided.
"what if a tiny bit is not enough, but maybe more of ur happiness is needed to exchange? would u still be willing to make this exchange?"
i replied:
"it's ur decision."
"it's how willing u are."
"in any case, e happiness provided to others will also have sth in return for you - happiness."
"and of a higher grade/quality."
"so how willing u are is related to how much do u care for e rest n how strongly u wanna do sth for them."
Those were my thoughts,
my answers.
What about you?
"to lead a happy and simple life. to do whatever i like. to live life to the fullest."
"i don't want to feel sad for even a day."
i asked again, "are you really living life to e fullest if what you only experience is happiness?"
this conversation left me thinking: imagine a person who has always been happy in his life. he has never felt other emotions strongly before. how can he truly understand a person who is in misery or anger?
my answer to everything: for the sake of trying to understand others a little more, we should exchange a tiny bit of our happiness for e same experiences. bcuz even though i have given up on this tiny bit of happiness, what i get in return is a gift to provide others with mre happiness. n these accumulated happiness will be so many times mre than e initial happiness that i have provided.
"what if a tiny bit is not enough, but maybe more of ur happiness is needed to exchange? would u still be willing to make this exchange?"
i replied:
"it's ur decision."
"it's how willing u are."
"in any case, e happiness provided to others will also have sth in return for you - happiness."
"and of a higher grade/quality."
"so how willing u are is related to how much do u care for e rest n how strongly u wanna do sth for them."
Those were my thoughts,
my answers.
What about you?
My Thoughts
tt night, i asked, "what are your dreams in life?"
"to lead a happy and simple life. to do whatever i like. to live life to the fullest."
"i don't want to feel sad for even a day."
i asked again, "are you really living life to e fullest if what you only experience is happiness?"
this conversation left me thinking: imagine a person who has always been happy in his life. he has never felt other emotions strongly before. how can he truly understand a person who is in misery or anger?
my answer to everything: for the sake of trying to understand others a little more, we should exchange a tiny bit of our happiness for e same experiences. bcuz even though i have given up on this tiny bit of happiness, what i get in return is a gift to provide others with mre happiness. n these accumulated happiness will be so many times mre than e initial happiness that i have provided.
"what if a tiny bit is not enough, but maybe more of ur happiness is needed to exchange? would u still be willing to make this exchange?"
i replied:
"it's ur decision."
"it's how willing u are."
"in any case, e happiness provided to others will also have sth in return for you - happiness."
"and of a higher grade/quality."
"so how willing u are is related to how much do u care for e rest n how strongly u wanna do sth for them."
Those were my thoughts,
my answers.
What about you?
"to lead a happy and simple life. to do whatever i like. to live life to the fullest."
"i don't want to feel sad for even a day."
i asked again, "are you really living life to e fullest if what you only experience is happiness?"
this conversation left me thinking: imagine a person who has always been happy in his life. he has never felt other emotions strongly before. how can he truly understand a person who is in misery or anger?
my answer to everything: for the sake of trying to understand others a little more, we should exchange a tiny bit of our happiness for e same experiences. bcuz even though i have given up on this tiny bit of happiness, what i get in return is a gift to provide others with mre happiness. n these accumulated happiness will be so many times mre than e initial happiness that i have provided.
"what if a tiny bit is not enough, but maybe more of ur happiness is needed to exchange? would u still be willing to make this exchange?"
i replied:
"it's ur decision."
"it's how willing u are."
"in any case, e happiness provided to others will also have sth in return for you - happiness."
"and of a higher grade/quality."
"so how willing u are is related to how much do u care for e rest n how strongly u wanna do sth for them."
Those were my thoughts,
my answers.
What about you?
My Thoughts
tt night, i asked, "what are your dreams in life?"
"to lead a happy and simple life. to do whatever i like. to live life to the fullest."
"i don't want to feel sad for even a day."
i asked again, "are you really living life to e fullest if what you only experience is happiness?"
this conversation left me thinking: imagine a person who has always been happy in his life. he has never felt other emotions strongly before. how can he truly understand a person who is in misery or anger?
my answer to everything: for the sake of trying to understand others a little more, we should exchange a tiny bit of our happiness for e same experiences. bcuz even though i have given up on this tiny bit of happiness, what i get in return is a gift to provide others with mre happiness. n these accumulated happiness will be so many times mre than e initial happiness that i have provided.
"what if a tiny bit is not enough, but maybe more of ur happiness is needed to exchange? would u still be willing to make this exchange?"
i replied:
"it's ur decision."
"it's how willing u are."
"in any case, e happiness provided to others will also have sth in return for you - happiness."
"and of a higher grade/quality."
"so how willing u are is related to how much do u care for e rest n how strongly u wanna do sth for them."
Those were my thoughts,
my answers.
What about you?
"to lead a happy and simple life. to do whatever i like. to live life to the fullest."
"i don't want to feel sad for even a day."
i asked again, "are you really living life to e fullest if what you only experience is happiness?"
this conversation left me thinking: imagine a person who has always been happy in his life. he has never felt other emotions strongly before. how can he truly understand a person who is in misery or anger?
my answer to everything: for the sake of trying to understand others a little more, we should exchange a tiny bit of our happiness for e same experiences. bcuz even though i have given up on this tiny bit of happiness, what i get in return is a gift to provide others with mre happiness. n these accumulated happiness will be so many times mre than e initial happiness that i have provided.
"what if a tiny bit is not enough, but maybe more of ur happiness is needed to exchange? would u still be willing to make this exchange?"
i replied:
"it's ur decision."
"it's how willing u are."
"in any case, e happiness provided to others will also have sth in return for you - happiness."
"and of a higher grade/quality."
"so how willing u are is related to how much do u care for e rest n how strongly u wanna do sth for them."
Those were my thoughts,
my answers.
What about you?
الثلاثاء، 12 ديسمبر 2006
The Call
tell you a secret..I'M IN A VERY VERY GOOD MOOD NOW! lol..=D
you wanna know why?
You Wanna Know Why?
YOU WANNA KNOW WHY?
I DON'T WANT TO REVEAL LEH!
LOL!!! =p
this kinda entry might as well don't post right?
lol..
i know that..
but i can't contain my joy!
=p
you wanna know why?
You Wanna Know Why?
YOU WANNA KNOW WHY?
I DON'T WANT TO REVEAL LEH!
LOL!!! =p
this kinda entry might as well don't post right?
lol..
i know that..
but i can't contain my joy!
=p
The Call
tell you a secret..I'M IN A VERY VERY GOOD MOOD NOW! lol..=D
you wanna know why?
You Wanna Know Why?
YOU WANNA KNOW WHY?
I DON'T WANT TO REVEAL LEH!
LOL!!! =p
this kinda entry might as well don't post right?
lol..
i know that..
but i can't contain my joy!
=p
you wanna know why?
You Wanna Know Why?
YOU WANNA KNOW WHY?
I DON'T WANT TO REVEAL LEH!
LOL!!! =p
this kinda entry might as well don't post right?
lol..
i know that..
but i can't contain my joy!
=p
الخميس، 30 نوفمبر 2006
busy..busy..busy..
hmmm..nowadays, my schedule is so packed that im kinda losing my own personal space..ha..projects, schoolwork and social interactions ..WHERE CAN I FIND THE TIME FOR MY BELOVED MUSIC? lol..ok, it's my fault..i've got poor time managing skills..=p
recently, i've been practising a new piano piece..hopefully it can make it as my canon in d's successor..of course, im nt implying that my canon in d is of superb standard..ha..i just want to learn another piece that is closer to e hearts..something romantic? lol..
wow! my english sucks..-_-" although my english has never been good in e past, i was quite contented with it..however, i cant tolerate it any longer these days..it doesnt just look terrible, but sounds horrible too..
hmmm..i'm going off to watch my anime le..ha..till then, good bye!
anyway,
I've already found a new commitment in life..
=D
recently, i've been practising a new piano piece..hopefully it can make it as my canon in d's successor..of course, im nt implying that my canon in d is of superb standard..ha..i just want to learn another piece that is closer to e hearts..something romantic? lol..
wow! my english sucks..-_-" although my english has never been good in e past, i was quite contented with it..however, i cant tolerate it any longer these days..it doesnt just look terrible, but sounds horrible too..
hmmm..i'm going off to watch my anime le..ha..till then, good bye!
anyway,
I've already found a new commitment in life..
=D
busy..busy..busy..
hmmm..nowadays, my schedule is so packed that im kinda losing my own personal space..ha..projects, schoolwork and social interactions ..WHERE CAN I FIND THE TIME FOR MY BELOVED MUSIC? lol..ok, it's my fault..i've got poor time managing skills..=p
recently, i've been practising a new piano piece..hopefully it can make it as my canon in d's successor..of course, im nt implying that my canon in d is of superb standard..ha..i just want to learn another piece that is closer to e hearts..something romantic? lol..
wow! my english sucks..-_-" although my english has never been good in e past, i was quite contented with it..however, i cant tolerate it any longer these days..it doesnt just look terrible, but sounds horrible too..
hmmm..i'm going off to watch my anime le..ha..till then, good bye!
anyway,
I've already found a new commitment in life..
=D
recently, i've been practising a new piano piece..hopefully it can make it as my canon in d's successor..of course, im nt implying that my canon in d is of superb standard..ha..i just want to learn another piece that is closer to e hearts..something romantic? lol..
wow! my english sucks..-_-" although my english has never been good in e past, i was quite contented with it..however, i cant tolerate it any longer these days..it doesnt just look terrible, but sounds horrible too..
hmmm..i'm going off to watch my anime le..ha..till then, good bye!
anyway,
I've already found a new commitment in life..
=D
الأربعاء، 8 نوفمبر 2006
Salvapantallas útiles
Desde hace mucho tiempo se conoce el proyecto SETI, que se encarga de buscar señales en el espacio de vida extraterrestre. Puede que alguien se haya descargado el SETI@home.
Pero además de buscar a ET en la página de BOINC, podemos conectarnos a proyectos más útiles (a corto plazo), como investigación de la malaria (esa enfermedad que solo sufren los pobres) o el cambio climático.
Se trata de un programa que se instala en el ordenador, se conecta al servidor del proyecto en cuestión, descarga unos archivos, los procesa, y los vuelve a enviar al servidor. La gracia está en que lo hacen muchas miles de personas en el mundo, y pensándolo bien, ¿por qué no usar el potencial y el tiempo perdido de los ordenadores en algo útil?.
Además los resultados los muestra en un bonito salvapantallas.
Pero además de buscar a ET en la página de BOINC, podemos conectarnos a proyectos más útiles (a corto plazo), como investigación de la malaria (esa enfermedad que solo sufren los pobres) o el cambio climático.
Se trata de un programa que se instala en el ordenador, se conecta al servidor del proyecto en cuestión, descarga unos archivos, los procesa, y los vuelve a enviar al servidor. La gracia está en que lo hacen muchas miles de personas en el mundo, y pensándolo bien, ¿por qué no usar el potencial y el tiempo perdido de los ordenadores en algo útil?.
Además los resultados los muestra en un bonito salvapantallas.
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Salvapantallas útiles
Desde hace mucho tiempo se conoce el proyecto SETI, que se encarga de buscar señales en el espacio de vida extraterrestre. Puede que alguien se haya descargado el SETI@home.
Pero además de buscar a ET en la página de BOINC, podemos conectarnos a proyectos más útiles (a corto plazo), como investigación de la malaria (esa enfermedad que solo sufren los pobres) o el cambio climático.
Se trata de un programa que se instala en el ordenador, se conecta al servidor del proyecto en cuestión, descarga unos archivos, los procesa, y los vuelve a enviar al servidor. La gracia está en que lo hacen muchas miles de personas en el mundo, y pensándolo bien, ¿por qué no usar el potencial y el tiempo perdido de los ordenadores en algo útil?.
Además los resultados los muestra en un bonito salvapantallas.
Pero además de buscar a ET en la página de BOINC, podemos conectarnos a proyectos más útiles (a corto plazo), como investigación de la malaria (esa enfermedad que solo sufren los pobres) o el cambio climático.
Se trata de un programa que se instala en el ordenador, se conecta al servidor del proyecto en cuestión, descarga unos archivos, los procesa, y los vuelve a enviar al servidor. La gracia está en que lo hacen muchas miles de personas en el mundo, y pensándolo bien, ¿por qué no usar el potencial y el tiempo perdido de los ordenadores en algo útil?.
Además los resultados los muestra en un bonito salvapantallas.
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الجمعة، 27 أكتوبر 2006
Why Am I Still So Affected?
Please!!! Free me from her grasp..
it's already been a year and a half, 456 days..isn't it enough already? i know i'm a sinner who deserved to be punished but i've really been through a lot..erase her from my memories please..
a few hours ago, i've pissed many people off..i wanted to apologize..but will anyone accept my apologies even if i mean it sincerely? well, perhaps i know the reason to why they wont forgive me..i'm a big fucker, right?
you are not the one at fault..i am..
i couldn't control my emotions n let them take control of me..im such an asshole..
you were right to leave me..
I'M A BASTARD!!!
it's already been a year and a half, 456 days..isn't it enough already? i know i'm a sinner who deserved to be punished but i've really been through a lot..erase her from my memories please..
a few hours ago, i've pissed many people off..i wanted to apologize..but will anyone accept my apologies even if i mean it sincerely? well, perhaps i know the reason to why they wont forgive me..i'm a big fucker, right?
you are not the one at fault..i am..
i couldn't control my emotions n let them take control of me..im such an asshole..
you were right to leave me..
I'M A BASTARD!!!
Why Am I Still So Affected?
Please!!! Free me from her grasp..
it's already been a year and a half, 456 days..isn't it enough already? i know i'm a sinner who deserved to be punished but i've really been through a lot..erase her from my memories please..
a few hours ago, i've pissed many people off..i wanted to apologize..but will anyone accept my apologies even if i mean it sincerely? well, perhaps i know the reason to why they wont forgive me..i'm a big fucker, right?
you are not the one at fault..i am..
i couldn't control my emotions n let them take control of me..im such an asshole..
you were right to leave me..
I'M A BASTARD!!!
it's already been a year and a half, 456 days..isn't it enough already? i know i'm a sinner who deserved to be punished but i've really been through a lot..erase her from my memories please..
a few hours ago, i've pissed many people off..i wanted to apologize..but will anyone accept my apologies even if i mean it sincerely? well, perhaps i know the reason to why they wont forgive me..i'm a big fucker, right?
you are not the one at fault..i am..
i couldn't control my emotions n let them take control of me..im such an asshole..
you were right to leave me..
I'M A BASTARD!!!
السبت، 21 أكتوبر 2006
It's Been A While
today, i was introduced to a cute girl through my friend because of my current marketing campaign..i could not remember her name, but i would never forget her sweet smile..it was a sign of affection, not for me, but for my dear friend..however, i guess he didnt realize how she felt..in his warm but ignorant eyes, she's always been his friend and will continue to be one in future..love was forbidden for her, as my friend has already been attached..
in the afternoon, the 3 of us met up with his girlfriend..she struggeld within herself and tried to keep the smile on..i guess his girlfriend did notice what was going on afterall..as the couple continue with their sweet acts, she couldn't keep her smile up any longer..her eyes looked tired, with a hint of jealousy and misery..at that moment, i could actually feel the loneliness in her..the only thought that crossed my mind was: can i put that smile back on her face?
even the strongest individuals can crumble..she really did remind me of you because both of you are so similar..the same cheerfulness, the same smile, the same gaze, the same way of speaking and even the same cheeks..
im looking forward to meeting her tomorrow,
looking forward to seeing her smile,
again..
in the afternoon, the 3 of us met up with his girlfriend..she struggeld within herself and tried to keep the smile on..i guess his girlfriend did notice what was going on afterall..as the couple continue with their sweet acts, she couldn't keep her smile up any longer..her eyes looked tired, with a hint of jealousy and misery..at that moment, i could actually feel the loneliness in her..the only thought that crossed my mind was: can i put that smile back on her face?
even the strongest individuals can crumble..she really did remind me of you because both of you are so similar..the same cheerfulness, the same smile, the same gaze, the same way of speaking and even the same cheeks..
im looking forward to meeting her tomorrow,
looking forward to seeing her smile,
again..
It's Been A While
today, i was introduced to a cute girl through my friend because of my current marketing campaign..i could not remember her name, but i would never forget her sweet smile..it was a sign of affection, not for me, but for my dear friend..however, i guess he didnt realize how she felt..in his warm but ignorant eyes, she's always been his friend and will continue to be one in future..love was forbidden for her, as my friend has already been attached..
in the afternoon, the 3 of us met up with his girlfriend..she struggeld within herself and tried to keep the smile on..i guess his girlfriend did notice what was going on afterall..as the couple continue with their sweet acts, she couldn't keep her smile up any longer..her eyes looked tired, with a hint of jealousy and misery..at that moment, i could actually feel the loneliness in her..the only thought that crossed my mind was: can i put that smile back on her face?
even the strongest individuals can crumble..she really did remind me of you because both of you are so similar..the same cheerfulness, the same smile, the same gaze, the same way of speaking and even the same cheeks..
im looking forward to meeting her tomorrow,
looking forward to seeing her smile,
again..
in the afternoon, the 3 of us met up with his girlfriend..she struggeld within herself and tried to keep the smile on..i guess his girlfriend did notice what was going on afterall..as the couple continue with their sweet acts, she couldn't keep her smile up any longer..her eyes looked tired, with a hint of jealousy and misery..at that moment, i could actually feel the loneliness in her..the only thought that crossed my mind was: can i put that smile back on her face?
even the strongest individuals can crumble..she really did remind me of you because both of you are so similar..the same cheerfulness, the same smile, the same gaze, the same way of speaking and even the same cheeks..
im looking forward to meeting her tomorrow,
looking forward to seeing her smile,
again..
الثلاثاء، 19 سبتمبر 2006
Mejorar el alisado de las fuentes en Windows
Podemos mejorar el alisado de las fuentes en Windows
simplemente instalando un pequeño programita. La mejora vale la pena.
simplemente instalando un pequeño programita. La mejora vale la pena.
Mejorar el alisado de las fuentes en Windows
Podemos mejorar el alisado de las fuentes en Windows
simplemente instalando un pequeño programita. La mejora vale la pena.
simplemente instalando un pequeño programita. La mejora vale la pena.
SHORT-LISTED!!!
official: hey..may i speak to ming jie?
me: speaking..may i know who's this calling?
official: i'm from the aids marketing challenge and i would like to inform you that your team has been short-listed..
me, calmly : oh..
lol..e above is a dialogue from a phone call i received this afternoon..actually, i received 3 missed calls from them earlier but i was sleeping at that time..lol..luckily, they did call back..they could have just chosen another team instead..
well, e key point in this entry is that our team, AIDS Aid, has been short-listed for the marketing challenge! WOW! however, this marks only the beginning of the road ahead..it's going to be tough..
nonetheless, i would like to thank the following people for their contributions up to this point of time: zhu zheng, mingjun, harris, wei jie, khee onn, shu xian and gang, henry and mr jonas lee..
without you guys and gals, we wouldn't have come so far..it's not really that far but it does seem far..ok, my english sucks..lol..=p
as for my team members, there is something that i wanna tell u people but i cant really do it face to face..i know that you people have your personal commitments in your life..2 of you are involved in the IMF and it must be busy for you guys..that's why i didn't want to give you much work as it will only be more stressful to you..when the IMF thing is done with, lets work in a team ya? =D i just recalled something, the team members haven't even met each other yet! lol..rather amazing that we got to this stage when the team members haven't seen the faces of one another yet..since we have already come this far, lets give it our best shot and win this whole challenge! ha..=D
me: speaking..may i know who's this calling?
official: i'm from the aids marketing challenge and i would like to inform you that your team has been short-listed..
me, calmly : oh..
lol..e above is a dialogue from a phone call i received this afternoon..actually, i received 3 missed calls from them earlier but i was sleeping at that time..lol..luckily, they did call back..they could have just chosen another team instead..
well, e key point in this entry is that our team, AIDS Aid, has been short-listed for the marketing challenge! WOW! however, this marks only the beginning of the road ahead..it's going to be tough..
nonetheless, i would like to thank the following people for their contributions up to this point of time: zhu zheng, mingjun, harris, wei jie, khee onn, shu xian and gang, henry and mr jonas lee..
without you guys and gals, we wouldn't have come so far..it's not really that far but it does seem far..ok, my english sucks..lol..=p
as for my team members, there is something that i wanna tell u people but i cant really do it face to face..i know that you people have your personal commitments in your life..2 of you are involved in the IMF and it must be busy for you guys..that's why i didn't want to give you much work as it will only be more stressful to you..when the IMF thing is done with, lets work in a team ya? =D i just recalled something, the team members haven't even met each other yet! lol..rather amazing that we got to this stage when the team members haven't seen the faces of one another yet..since we have already come this far, lets give it our best shot and win this whole challenge! ha..=D
SHORT-LISTED!!!
official: hey..may i speak to ming jie?
me: speaking..may i know who's this calling?
official: i'm from the aids marketing challenge and i would like to inform you that your team has been short-listed..
me, calmly : oh..
lol..e above is a dialogue from a phone call i received this afternoon..actually, i received 3 missed calls from them earlier but i was sleeping at that time..lol..luckily, they did call back..they could have just chosen another team instead..
well, e key point in this entry is that our team, AIDS Aid, has been short-listed for the marketing challenge! WOW! however, this marks only the beginning of the road ahead..it's going to be tough..
nonetheless, i would like to thank the following people for their contributions up to this point of time: zhu zheng, mingjun, harris, wei jie, khee onn, shu xian and gang, henry and mr jonas lee..
without you guys and gals, we wouldn't have come so far..it's not really that far but it does seem far..ok, my english sucks..lol..=p
as for my team members, there is something that i wanna tell u people but i cant really do it face to face..i know that you people have your personal commitments in your life..2 of you are involved in the IMF and it must be busy for you guys..that's why i didn't want to give you much work as it will only be more stressful to you..when the IMF thing is done with, lets work in a team ya? =D i just recalled something, the team members haven't even met each other yet! lol..rather amazing that we got to this stage when the team members haven't seen the faces of one another yet..since we have already come this far, lets give it our best shot and win this whole challenge! ha..=D
me: speaking..may i know who's this calling?
official: i'm from the aids marketing challenge and i would like to inform you that your team has been short-listed..
me, calmly : oh..
lol..e above is a dialogue from a phone call i received this afternoon..actually, i received 3 missed calls from them earlier but i was sleeping at that time..lol..luckily, they did call back..they could have just chosen another team instead..
well, e key point in this entry is that our team, AIDS Aid, has been short-listed for the marketing challenge! WOW! however, this marks only the beginning of the road ahead..it's going to be tough..
nonetheless, i would like to thank the following people for their contributions up to this point of time: zhu zheng, mingjun, harris, wei jie, khee onn, shu xian and gang, henry and mr jonas lee..
without you guys and gals, we wouldn't have come so far..it's not really that far but it does seem far..ok, my english sucks..lol..=p
as for my team members, there is something that i wanna tell u people but i cant really do it face to face..i know that you people have your personal commitments in your life..2 of you are involved in the IMF and it must be busy for you guys..that's why i didn't want to give you much work as it will only be more stressful to you..when the IMF thing is done with, lets work in a team ya? =D i just recalled something, the team members haven't even met each other yet! lol..rather amazing that we got to this stage when the team members haven't seen the faces of one another yet..since we have already come this far, lets give it our best shot and win this whole challenge! ha..=D
الاثنين، 11 سبتمبر 2006
It Hurts...
in case you might be thinking whether this is another "lovey" post, i assure you that there's nothing of tt sort..
this few days, im on e verge of a mental breakdown..seriously, i think i might just go bonkers any moment..my head hurts so much that i feel like racking my brains out of its skull..thoughts, thoughts and MORE THOUGHTS!!! FUCK IT! people always ask me not to think so much or limit my thoughts..they thought i was stupid because i often think too much and create troubles for myself..now, i'm going to repeat myself again..IF I COULD FUCKING CONTROL THE FREQUENCY OF THOUGHTS, I WOULD HAVE DONE SO ALREADY!
infinite voices are screaming in my mind every now and then..they're irritating me! but i cant do a damn thing about it..everytime i tried, e success was short-lived..im really going berserk..whenever there's a wall in front of me, i just feel like crashing my head into it..i wanna end this pain..i dont wanna suffer anymore..
maybe i should consult a psychiatrist soon..i really cant take this anymore..all the negativite feelings are bottling up inside me..hatred, anger, irrtated, frustrated, etc..
i'm going to defeat the devil inside me, all by myself..while i'm fighting, i dont want any comment or interference from anyone..if i lost the battle, please wake me up..
this few days, im on e verge of a mental breakdown..seriously, i think i might just go bonkers any moment..my head hurts so much that i feel like racking my brains out of its skull..thoughts, thoughts and MORE THOUGHTS!!! FUCK IT! people always ask me not to think so much or limit my thoughts..they thought i was stupid because i often think too much and create troubles for myself..now, i'm going to repeat myself again..IF I COULD FUCKING CONTROL THE FREQUENCY OF THOUGHTS, I WOULD HAVE DONE SO ALREADY!
infinite voices are screaming in my mind every now and then..they're irritating me! but i cant do a damn thing about it..everytime i tried, e success was short-lived..im really going berserk..whenever there's a wall in front of me, i just feel like crashing my head into it..i wanna end this pain..i dont wanna suffer anymore..
maybe i should consult a psychiatrist soon..i really cant take this anymore..all the negativite feelings are bottling up inside me..hatred, anger, irrtated, frustrated, etc..
i'm going to defeat the devil inside me, all by myself..while i'm fighting, i dont want any comment or interference from anyone..if i lost the battle, please wake me up..
It Hurts...
in case you might be thinking whether this is another "lovey" post, i assure you that there's nothing of tt sort..
this few days, im on e verge of a mental breakdown..seriously, i think i might just go bonkers any moment..my head hurts so much that i feel like racking my brains out of its skull..thoughts, thoughts and MORE THOUGHTS!!! FUCK IT! people always ask me not to think so much or limit my thoughts..they thought i was stupid because i often think too much and create troubles for myself..now, i'm going to repeat myself again..IF I COULD FUCKING CONTROL THE FREQUENCY OF THOUGHTS, I WOULD HAVE DONE SO ALREADY!
infinite voices are screaming in my mind every now and then..they're irritating me! but i cant do a damn thing about it..everytime i tried, e success was short-lived..im really going berserk..whenever there's a wall in front of me, i just feel like crashing my head into it..i wanna end this pain..i dont wanna suffer anymore..
maybe i should consult a psychiatrist soon..i really cant take this anymore..all the negativite feelings are bottling up inside me..hatred, anger, irrtated, frustrated, etc..
i'm going to defeat the devil inside me, all by myself..while i'm fighting, i dont want any comment or interference from anyone..if i lost the battle, please wake me up..
this few days, im on e verge of a mental breakdown..seriously, i think i might just go bonkers any moment..my head hurts so much that i feel like racking my brains out of its skull..thoughts, thoughts and MORE THOUGHTS!!! FUCK IT! people always ask me not to think so much or limit my thoughts..they thought i was stupid because i often think too much and create troubles for myself..now, i'm going to repeat myself again..IF I COULD FUCKING CONTROL THE FREQUENCY OF THOUGHTS, I WOULD HAVE DONE SO ALREADY!
infinite voices are screaming in my mind every now and then..they're irritating me! but i cant do a damn thing about it..everytime i tried, e success was short-lived..im really going berserk..whenever there's a wall in front of me, i just feel like crashing my head into it..i wanna end this pain..i dont wanna suffer anymore..
maybe i should consult a psychiatrist soon..i really cant take this anymore..all the negativite feelings are bottling up inside me..hatred, anger, irrtated, frustrated, etc..
i'm going to defeat the devil inside me, all by myself..while i'm fighting, i dont want any comment or interference from anyone..if i lost the battle, please wake me up..
الثلاثاء، 5 سبتمبر 2006
Simply Bored
just took a peek at e blog of my junior..ha..apparently, she has a dream of being a professional dancer..from the comments she gets from others, i guess she's really good at it.ha..i hope she succeeds though im 99% confident that she wont see this..while im typing this, ppl out there will be thinking: man, this guy is really bias..he only wishes her success even though i'm also a dancer and know him better than this junior here..
ha..yup, im bias..and im proud to be bias..=D at least when im bias, my thoughts and words are true and sincere, unlike some fucking hypocrites out there..HEAR THAT, PEOPLE?
last sun n mon, i went to my class chalet..which class? of course TB11 la..lol..not that 4p1 peanutz are forgotten but most of them are in jc so our chalet should be in e december ba..ha..what bout 206? i've been in that class? oops..i forgot..
back to e chalet thingy..how was the chalet? well, it's quite nice..however, i'm not..i was a total asshole, wrecking places and people upside down..but i dont feel guilty..tts my godamn nature..im not gg to lie but i was fucking pissed on e 2nd day..don ask me y, just quit it..im nt gg to reveal anything..
some words are better left unspoken, and some memories are better left forgotten..
ask everyone who knows me better out there and you know im not the kind that goes angry or pissed easily..at times, perhaps i do get pissed a little at times..but to get me into a serious fucked-up mood, it's got to be something serious..just in case you dont know, when im pissed, i just let everything go loose..i dont give a damn what others think, feel or are going react..i dont leave e tiniest space for anyone's feelings in my world at that moment..im totally heartless when i get fucked up..just leave me alone and dont mess with me..if not, i'll be screwing you..for god's sake, im a musician and i have my own strong emotions..in my case, my emotions play a major part in my life..and just because im always smiling at you or doing stupid things, that doesnt mean i dont have a temper..like any other musician, i do have a horrible and destructive one..
enough of the rantings, some people should have already gotten pissed upon reading to this point of my entry..actually, you should feel piss..since i pissed u off, u should feel pissed at me, right? if you dont, perhaps you're one weird guy or gal..ha..feel like giving me a punch, come to my block and we shall beat the shit out of each other..wouldnt that spell fun? lol..
the best thing about the chalet: sun-tanning at the pool with sim seng..ha..
ha..yup, im bias..and im proud to be bias..=D at least when im bias, my thoughts and words are true and sincere, unlike some fucking hypocrites out there..HEAR THAT, PEOPLE?
last sun n mon, i went to my class chalet..which class? of course TB11 la..lol..not that 4p1 peanutz are forgotten but most of them are in jc so our chalet should be in e december ba..ha..what bout 206? i've been in that class? oops..i forgot..
back to e chalet thingy..how was the chalet? well, it's quite nice..however, i'm not..i was a total asshole, wrecking places and people upside down..but i dont feel guilty..tts my godamn nature..im not gg to lie but i was fucking pissed on e 2nd day..don ask me y, just quit it..im nt gg to reveal anything..
some words are better left unspoken, and some memories are better left forgotten..
ask everyone who knows me better out there and you know im not the kind that goes angry or pissed easily..at times, perhaps i do get pissed a little at times..but to get me into a serious fucked-up mood, it's got to be something serious..just in case you dont know, when im pissed, i just let everything go loose..i dont give a damn what others think, feel or are going react..i dont leave e tiniest space for anyone's feelings in my world at that moment..im totally heartless when i get fucked up..just leave me alone and dont mess with me..if not, i'll be screwing you..for god's sake, im a musician and i have my own strong emotions..in my case, my emotions play a major part in my life..and just because im always smiling at you or doing stupid things, that doesnt mean i dont have a temper..like any other musician, i do have a horrible and destructive one..
enough of the rantings, some people should have already gotten pissed upon reading to this point of my entry..actually, you should feel piss..since i pissed u off, u should feel pissed at me, right? if you dont, perhaps you're one weird guy or gal..ha..feel like giving me a punch, come to my block and we shall beat the shit out of each other..wouldnt that spell fun? lol..
the best thing about the chalet: sun-tanning at the pool with sim seng..ha..
Simply Bored
just took a peek at e blog of my junior..ha..apparently, she has a dream of being a professional dancer..from the comments she gets from others, i guess she's really good at it.ha..i hope she succeeds though im 99% confident that she wont see this..while im typing this, ppl out there will be thinking: man, this guy is really bias..he only wishes her success even though i'm also a dancer and know him better than this junior here..
ha..yup, im bias..and im proud to be bias..=D at least when im bias, my thoughts and words are true and sincere, unlike some fucking hypocrites out there..HEAR THAT, PEOPLE?
last sun n mon, i went to my class chalet..which class? of course TB11 la..lol..not that 4p1 peanutz are forgotten but most of them are in jc so our chalet should be in e december ba..ha..what bout 206? i've been in that class? oops..i forgot..
back to e chalet thingy..how was the chalet? well, it's quite nice..however, i'm not..i was a total asshole, wrecking places and people upside down..but i dont feel guilty..tts my godamn nature..im not gg to lie but i was fucking pissed on e 2nd day..don ask me y, just quit it..im nt gg to reveal anything..
some words are better left unspoken, and some memories are better left forgotten..
ask everyone who knows me better out there and you know im not the kind that goes angry or pissed easily..at times, perhaps i do get pissed a little at times..but to get me into a serious fucked-up mood, it's got to be something serious..just in case you dont know, when im pissed, i just let everything go loose..i dont give a damn what others think, feel or are going react..i dont leave e tiniest space for anyone's feelings in my world at that moment..im totally heartless when i get fucked up..just leave me alone and dont mess with me..if not, i'll be screwing you..for god's sake, im a musician and i have my own strong emotions..in my case, my emotions play a major part in my life..and just because im always smiling at you or doing stupid things, that doesnt mean i dont have a temper..like any other musician, i do have a horrible and destructive one..
enough of the rantings, some people should have already gotten pissed upon reading to this point of my entry..actually, you should feel piss..since i pissed u off, u should feel pissed at me, right? if you dont, perhaps you're one weird guy or gal..ha..feel like giving me a punch, come to my block and we shall beat the shit out of each other..wouldnt that spell fun? lol..
the best thing about the chalet: sun-tanning at the pool with sim seng..ha..
ha..yup, im bias..and im proud to be bias..=D at least when im bias, my thoughts and words are true and sincere, unlike some fucking hypocrites out there..HEAR THAT, PEOPLE?
last sun n mon, i went to my class chalet..which class? of course TB11 la..lol..not that 4p1 peanutz are forgotten but most of them are in jc so our chalet should be in e december ba..ha..what bout 206? i've been in that class? oops..i forgot..
back to e chalet thingy..how was the chalet? well, it's quite nice..however, i'm not..i was a total asshole, wrecking places and people upside down..but i dont feel guilty..tts my godamn nature..im not gg to lie but i was fucking pissed on e 2nd day..don ask me y, just quit it..im nt gg to reveal anything..
some words are better left unspoken, and some memories are better left forgotten..
ask everyone who knows me better out there and you know im not the kind that goes angry or pissed easily..at times, perhaps i do get pissed a little at times..but to get me into a serious fucked-up mood, it's got to be something serious..just in case you dont know, when im pissed, i just let everything go loose..i dont give a damn what others think, feel or are going react..i dont leave e tiniest space for anyone's feelings in my world at that moment..im totally heartless when i get fucked up..just leave me alone and dont mess with me..if not, i'll be screwing you..for god's sake, im a musician and i have my own strong emotions..in my case, my emotions play a major part in my life..and just because im always smiling at you or doing stupid things, that doesnt mean i dont have a temper..like any other musician, i do have a horrible and destructive one..
enough of the rantings, some people should have already gotten pissed upon reading to this point of my entry..actually, you should feel piss..since i pissed u off, u should feel pissed at me, right? if you dont, perhaps you're one weird guy or gal..ha..feel like giving me a punch, come to my block and we shall beat the shit out of each other..wouldnt that spell fun? lol..
the best thing about the chalet: sun-tanning at the pool with sim seng..ha..
السبت، 2 سبتمبر 2006
I'm Getting a Tagboard
i guess e majority of ppl out dere juz prefer to post their opinions on tagboard instead of e comments section..so, im getting one..ha..but before you actually see one popping out on my site, can someone kindly teach me how to "add" a tagboard? sorry for being dumb..ha..=p
15th of september will be a really memorable day for me..1stly, it's e due submission date for my aids marketing proposal..2ndly, it's my piano grade 8 practical exams..3rdly, the results for my exams will be released on that day..seriously, i hate that day..however, deep within me, i can feel the tingles of excitement..ha..just bring it on, 15th sep!!!
oh ya, if you're wondering why my entries are so essay-styled, here are my reasons.. i want to type in better english so that i can improve on my langauge since im not taking GP..ha..since i'm in polytechnic, i muz be self-oriented and -disciplined enough to monitor my command on my two core languages: english and chinese..i'm really attracted to the idea of learning a 3rd language..however, i feel that i shouldn't be learning a 3rd language now because i still cant handle my languages well enough yet..ha..another reason to why i type in such a manner is beacuse i feel more comfortable communicating this way..
tomorrow, i'll be going to my class chalet..ha..to be honest, i'm afraid that i might still be concentrating on work even when i reach sentosa..even today, my mind was so pre-occupied with work that i couldnt seem to relax when my classmates and i were shopping for the necessary stuff for e chalet..
God Bless Me.
oops..
im a free thinker..ha..=p
15th of september will be a really memorable day for me..1stly, it's e due submission date for my aids marketing proposal..2ndly, it's my piano grade 8 practical exams..3rdly, the results for my exams will be released on that day..seriously, i hate that day..however, deep within me, i can feel the tingles of excitement..ha..just bring it on, 15th sep!!!
oh ya, if you're wondering why my entries are so essay-styled, here are my reasons.. i want to type in better english so that i can improve on my langauge since im not taking GP..ha..since i'm in polytechnic, i muz be self-oriented and -disciplined enough to monitor my command on my two core languages: english and chinese..i'm really attracted to the idea of learning a 3rd language..however, i feel that i shouldn't be learning a 3rd language now because i still cant handle my languages well enough yet..ha..another reason to why i type in such a manner is beacuse i feel more comfortable communicating this way..
tomorrow, i'll be going to my class chalet..ha..to be honest, i'm afraid that i might still be concentrating on work even when i reach sentosa..even today, my mind was so pre-occupied with work that i couldnt seem to relax when my classmates and i were shopping for the necessary stuff for e chalet..
God Bless Me.
oops..
im a free thinker..ha..=p
I'm Getting a Tagboard
i guess e majority of ppl out dere juz prefer to post their opinions on tagboard instead of e comments section..so, im getting one..ha..but before you actually see one popping out on my site, can someone kindly teach me how to "add" a tagboard? sorry for being dumb..ha..=p
15th of september will be a really memorable day for me..1stly, it's e due submission date for my aids marketing proposal..2ndly, it's my piano grade 8 practical exams..3rdly, the results for my exams will be released on that day..seriously, i hate that day..however, deep within me, i can feel the tingles of excitement..ha..just bring it on, 15th sep!!!
oh ya, if you're wondering why my entries are so essay-styled, here are my reasons.. i want to type in better english so that i can improve on my langauge since im not taking GP..ha..since i'm in polytechnic, i muz be self-oriented and -disciplined enough to monitor my command on my two core languages: english and chinese..i'm really attracted to the idea of learning a 3rd language..however, i feel that i shouldn't be learning a 3rd language now because i still cant handle my languages well enough yet..ha..another reason to why i type in such a manner is beacuse i feel more comfortable communicating this way..
tomorrow, i'll be going to my class chalet..ha..to be honest, i'm afraid that i might still be concentrating on work even when i reach sentosa..even today, my mind was so pre-occupied with work that i couldnt seem to relax when my classmates and i were shopping for the necessary stuff for e chalet..
God Bless Me.
oops..
im a free thinker..ha..=p
15th of september will be a really memorable day for me..1stly, it's e due submission date for my aids marketing proposal..2ndly, it's my piano grade 8 practical exams..3rdly, the results for my exams will be released on that day..seriously, i hate that day..however, deep within me, i can feel the tingles of excitement..ha..just bring it on, 15th sep!!!
oh ya, if you're wondering why my entries are so essay-styled, here are my reasons.. i want to type in better english so that i can improve on my langauge since im not taking GP..ha..since i'm in polytechnic, i muz be self-oriented and -disciplined enough to monitor my command on my two core languages: english and chinese..i'm really attracted to the idea of learning a 3rd language..however, i feel that i shouldn't be learning a 3rd language now because i still cant handle my languages well enough yet..ha..another reason to why i type in such a manner is beacuse i feel more comfortable communicating this way..
tomorrow, i'll be going to my class chalet..ha..to be honest, i'm afraid that i might still be concentrating on work even when i reach sentosa..even today, my mind was so pre-occupied with work that i couldnt seem to relax when my classmates and i were shopping for the necessary stuff for e chalet..
God Bless Me.
oops..
im a free thinker..ha..=p
الأربعاء، 16 أغسطس 2006
Love Them, or Loathe Them?
what do you find in the newspaper everyday?
similar news has been featured on the newspapers day after day and people never really get sick of it ya? as technology advances, new weapons are invented and tested in wars between countries such as iraq and pakistan..now, kiling in war has evolved beyond bullets and bombs..we torture the enemies till their very last breath with incredible bio-weapon..it causes cells to explode in one's body and tears the heart apart through muscle strengthening? well, thats my imagination with no apparent knowledge bout all these stuff..
amazing enough, a stranger to the global and local news like me woke up at 8am, sat down on the sofa drinking a glass of HL milk, and read the newspaper?! i believe that's the 1st time in several months since i last read the newspaper on my own initiative..what was that in the newspaper? creative and ipod involve in a lawsuit?! how come i know nothing about it? that's because you havent been reading the newspaper, a voice in my head rings..suddenly, i feel like im a frog in the well..croak, croak..
as the bell strikes noon, the choir starts to sing and rays of light flood into the entire catheral, embracing every single soul with warmth to salvage them from their loneliness, fatigue and sorrows..i could suddenly see the light glaring into my sleepy eyes..ta dum..so that's what im supposed to do, im supposed to read the newspaper starting from today onwards..even though it took me 17 years to realize it, it's always better late than never..
up to this point of my entry, i suddenly realize that i havent touched on my theme yet..well, that's me..im the one who always stray away from the main objective and find out only after loads of crap..click..back to the main channel..
today's headlines had certainly caught my eye and seduced me into reading the once-thought-silly-piece-of-junk..in case ur wondering how it seduced me, there was a finger stroking the downside of my chin and a husky voice teasing beside my ear, "eat me..hmmm.. " i could feel my lungs burning within me as i swallowed my saliva down my throat and i was totally aroused by the mystery and pleasure..unable to stand the heat, i started to... ...
(the above content is rated m18 due to expicit details for wild and erotic imagination..)
man, why cant the damn fan work? i just bought it a fornight ago at best for 45 bucks..haiz..i guess its one money one good..
ok, back to the topic..see, i drifted away again..haiz..on the headlines it reads: Koizumi Defies Critics With Shrine Trip..for those who dont know who he is, Koizumi is the current japanese prime minister..well, not for long as he is stepping down in a month's time..in case u still do not know who he is, he is the guy who has long white hair which fluffs and curls upward at the tips, resembling a lawyer's "headgear"..as for the shrine, it refers to the infamous Yasukuni war shrine..it is constructed to commemorate the deaths of japanese soldiers in the world war 2..coincidentally, his visit to the shrine yesterday falls on the day which marks the end of world war 2 for the japs..this enraged several nations such as china and korea and...blah blah blah...things go on..aparrently, i aint fond of the reactions by the nations and aint going to discuss bout them here..
here's what i wanna talk about..this shrine was built in memory of the "brave", "heroic" japanese soldiers that had died in the world war 2..what do you think? are they really heroes? if i could still remember my facts clearly, only one or two years ago did the japanese government expose their doings during the world war 2 to the rest of japan..the japanese have been kept from the truth for decades and regard the fallen soldiers as heroes..to make things even more intersting, the fact states that 14 Class A war criminals are actually honored by the shrine?!?!
i personally feel that the japanese soldiers were actually brave figures..they fearlessly rampaged and conquered several lands through the command of their intelligent miliatry leaders..without these attitude and brains, how can one possibly work towards conquering the world? however, as resourceful as they might be, they have definitely used their talents for the wrong purposes..beacuse of their massacre as they roamed from place to place, countless lives were sacrificed..homes were destroyed and hearts were terrified..anyone who survived through the invasion was most probably scarred for life and his/her life had certainly lost much of its value..
so, should they be admired? do we treat them as war criminals or patriots? i would surely admire someone who dies for his country just to protect it..but what about one who fights for his country just for the sake of conquering? i dont have an answer to it..if i say i loathe them, what about genghis khan then? he's someone i admire a lot..he dares to dream, has the greatest ambition one can possibly have, fears nothing but feared by all, possesses outstanding vision, has the guts to take on a seemingly stonger enemy and is respected by all as a great man, a great leader..however, he conquered so many lands and caused so many deaths..so, what makes him different from the japanese? perhaps the reason is beacuse he didnt lost and surrendered in any of his wars whereas the japanese did? that's just a wild guess by me..or maybe, we can calculate all these by substracting the marginal costs from the marginal benefits of their actions..
all men are born to fight as it's the only way to grow stronger, isn't it?
yawns..i guess im beat for the day..
cya..
- two nations unleashing hell in a central park?
- chelsea splurging millions of dollars on yet another "star player" when people are suffering from poverty in third world countries?
- a decapitated corpse was found in a cupboard of a motel whereas the head was squeezed into a tiny milo tin with the brain juices oozing out?
similar news has been featured on the newspapers day after day and people never really get sick of it ya? as technology advances, new weapons are invented and tested in wars between countries such as iraq and pakistan..now, kiling in war has evolved beyond bullets and bombs..we torture the enemies till their very last breath with incredible bio-weapon..it causes cells to explode in one's body and tears the heart apart through muscle strengthening? well, thats my imagination with no apparent knowledge bout all these stuff..
amazing enough, a stranger to the global and local news like me woke up at 8am, sat down on the sofa drinking a glass of HL milk, and read the newspaper?! i believe that's the 1st time in several months since i last read the newspaper on my own initiative..what was that in the newspaper? creative and ipod involve in a lawsuit?! how come i know nothing about it? that's because you havent been reading the newspaper, a voice in my head rings..suddenly, i feel like im a frog in the well..croak, croak..
as the bell strikes noon, the choir starts to sing and rays of light flood into the entire catheral, embracing every single soul with warmth to salvage them from their loneliness, fatigue and sorrows..i could suddenly see the light glaring into my sleepy eyes..ta dum..so that's what im supposed to do, im supposed to read the newspaper starting from today onwards..even though it took me 17 years to realize it, it's always better late than never..
up to this point of my entry, i suddenly realize that i havent touched on my theme yet..well, that's me..im the one who always stray away from the main objective and find out only after loads of crap..click..back to the main channel..
today's headlines had certainly caught my eye and seduced me into reading the once-thought-silly-piece-of-junk..in case ur wondering how it seduced me, there was a finger stroking the downside of my chin and a husky voice teasing beside my ear, "eat me..hmmm.. " i could feel my lungs burning within me as i swallowed my saliva down my throat and i was totally aroused by the mystery and pleasure..unable to stand the heat, i started to... ...
(the above content is rated m18 due to expicit details for wild and erotic imagination..)
man, why cant the damn fan work? i just bought it a fornight ago at best for 45 bucks..haiz..i guess its one money one good..
ok, back to the topic..see, i drifted away again..haiz..on the headlines it reads: Koizumi Defies Critics With Shrine Trip..for those who dont know who he is, Koizumi is the current japanese prime minister..well, not for long as he is stepping down in a month's time..in case u still do not know who he is, he is the guy who has long white hair which fluffs and curls upward at the tips, resembling a lawyer's "headgear"..as for the shrine, it refers to the infamous Yasukuni war shrine..it is constructed to commemorate the deaths of japanese soldiers in the world war 2..coincidentally, his visit to the shrine yesterday falls on the day which marks the end of world war 2 for the japs..this enraged several nations such as china and korea and...blah blah blah...things go on..aparrently, i aint fond of the reactions by the nations and aint going to discuss bout them here..
here's what i wanna talk about..this shrine was built in memory of the "brave", "heroic" japanese soldiers that had died in the world war 2..what do you think? are they really heroes? if i could still remember my facts clearly, only one or two years ago did the japanese government expose their doings during the world war 2 to the rest of japan..the japanese have been kept from the truth for decades and regard the fallen soldiers as heroes..to make things even more intersting, the fact states that 14 Class A war criminals are actually honored by the shrine?!?!
i personally feel that the japanese soldiers were actually brave figures..they fearlessly rampaged and conquered several lands through the command of their intelligent miliatry leaders..without these attitude and brains, how can one possibly work towards conquering the world? however, as resourceful as they might be, they have definitely used their talents for the wrong purposes..beacuse of their massacre as they roamed from place to place, countless lives were sacrificed..homes were destroyed and hearts were terrified..anyone who survived through the invasion was most probably scarred for life and his/her life had certainly lost much of its value..
so, should they be admired? do we treat them as war criminals or patriots? i would surely admire someone who dies for his country just to protect it..but what about one who fights for his country just for the sake of conquering? i dont have an answer to it..if i say i loathe them, what about genghis khan then? he's someone i admire a lot..he dares to dream, has the greatest ambition one can possibly have, fears nothing but feared by all, possesses outstanding vision, has the guts to take on a seemingly stonger enemy and is respected by all as a great man, a great leader..however, he conquered so many lands and caused so many deaths..so, what makes him different from the japanese? perhaps the reason is beacuse he didnt lost and surrendered in any of his wars whereas the japanese did? that's just a wild guess by me..or maybe, we can calculate all these by substracting the marginal costs from the marginal benefits of their actions..
all men are born to fight as it's the only way to grow stronger, isn't it?
yawns..i guess im beat for the day..
cya..
Love Them, or Loathe Them?
what do you find in the newspaper everyday?
similar news has been featured on the newspapers day after day and people never really get sick of it ya? as technology advances, new weapons are invented and tested in wars between countries such as iraq and pakistan..now, kiling in war has evolved beyond bullets and bombs..we torture the enemies till their very last breath with incredible bio-weapon..it causes cells to explode in one's body and tears the heart apart through muscle strengthening? well, thats my imagination with no apparent knowledge bout all these stuff..
amazing enough, a stranger to the global and local news like me woke up at 8am, sat down on the sofa drinking a glass of HL milk, and read the newspaper?! i believe that's the 1st time in several months since i last read the newspaper on my own initiative..what was that in the newspaper? creative and ipod involve in a lawsuit?! how come i know nothing about it? that's because you havent been reading the newspaper, a voice in my head rings..suddenly, i feel like im a frog in the well..croak, croak..
as the bell strikes noon, the choir starts to sing and rays of light flood into the entire catheral, embracing every single soul with warmth to salvage them from their loneliness, fatigue and sorrows..i could suddenly see the light glaring into my sleepy eyes..ta dum..so that's what im supposed to do, im supposed to read the newspaper starting from today onwards..even though it took me 17 years to realize it, it's always better late than never..
up to this point of my entry, i suddenly realize that i havent touched on my theme yet..well, that's me..im the one who always stray away from the main objective and find out only after loads of crap..click..back to the main channel..
today's headlines had certainly caught my eye and seduced me into reading the once-thought-silly-piece-of-junk..in case ur wondering how it seduced me, there was a finger stroking the downside of my chin and a husky voice teasing beside my ear, "eat me..hmmm.. " i could feel my lungs burning within me as i swallowed my saliva down my throat and i was totally aroused by the mystery and pleasure..unable to stand the heat, i started to... ...
(the above content is rated m18 due to expicit details for wild and erotic imagination..)
man, why cant the damn fan work? i just bought it a fornight ago at best for 45 bucks..haiz..i guess its one money one good..
ok, back to the topic..see, i drifted away again..haiz..on the headlines it reads: Koizumi Defies Critics With Shrine Trip..for those who dont know who he is, Koizumi is the current japanese prime minister..well, not for long as he is stepping down in a month's time..in case u still do not know who he is, he is the guy who has long white hair which fluffs and curls upward at the tips, resembling a lawyer's "headgear"..as for the shrine, it refers to the infamous Yasukuni war shrine..it is constructed to commemorate the deaths of japanese soldiers in the world war 2..coincidentally, his visit to the shrine yesterday falls on the day which marks the end of world war 2 for the japs..this enraged several nations such as china and korea and...blah blah blah...things go on..aparrently, i aint fond of the reactions by the nations and aint going to discuss bout them here..
here's what i wanna talk about..this shrine was built in memory of the "brave", "heroic" japanese soldiers that had died in the world war 2..what do you think? are they really heroes? if i could still remember my facts clearly, only one or two years ago did the japanese government expose their doings during the world war 2 to the rest of japan..the japanese have been kept from the truth for decades and regard the fallen soldiers as heroes..to make things even more intersting, the fact states that 14 Class A war criminals are actually honored by the shrine?!?!
i personally feel that the japanese soldiers were actually brave figures..they fearlessly rampaged and conquered several lands through the command of their intelligent miliatry leaders..without these attitude and brains, how can one possibly work towards conquering the world? however, as resourceful as they might be, they have definitely used their talents for the wrong purposes..beacuse of their massacre as they roamed from place to place, countless lives were sacrificed..homes were destroyed and hearts were terrified..anyone who survived through the invasion was most probably scarred for life and his/her life had certainly lost much of its value..
so, should they be admired? do we treat them as war criminals or patriots? i would surely admire someone who dies for his country just to protect it..but what about one who fights for his country just for the sake of conquering? i dont have an answer to it..if i say i loathe them, what about genghis khan then? he's someone i admire a lot..he dares to dream, has the greatest ambition one can possibly have, fears nothing but feared by all, possesses outstanding vision, has the guts to take on a seemingly stonger enemy and is respected by all as a great man, a great leader..however, he conquered so many lands and caused so many deaths..so, what makes him different from the japanese? perhaps the reason is beacuse he didnt lost and surrendered in any of his wars whereas the japanese did? that's just a wild guess by me..or maybe, we can calculate all these by substracting the marginal costs from the marginal benefits of their actions..
all men are born to fight as it's the only way to grow stronger, isn't it?
yawns..i guess im beat for the day..
cya..
- two nations unleashing hell in a central park?
- chelsea splurging millions of dollars on yet another "star player" when people are suffering from poverty in third world countries?
- a decapitated corpse was found in a cupboard of a motel whereas the head was squeezed into a tiny milo tin with the brain juices oozing out?
similar news has been featured on the newspapers day after day and people never really get sick of it ya? as technology advances, new weapons are invented and tested in wars between countries such as iraq and pakistan..now, kiling in war has evolved beyond bullets and bombs..we torture the enemies till their very last breath with incredible bio-weapon..it causes cells to explode in one's body and tears the heart apart through muscle strengthening? well, thats my imagination with no apparent knowledge bout all these stuff..
amazing enough, a stranger to the global and local news like me woke up at 8am, sat down on the sofa drinking a glass of HL milk, and read the newspaper?! i believe that's the 1st time in several months since i last read the newspaper on my own initiative..what was that in the newspaper? creative and ipod involve in a lawsuit?! how come i know nothing about it? that's because you havent been reading the newspaper, a voice in my head rings..suddenly, i feel like im a frog in the well..croak, croak..
as the bell strikes noon, the choir starts to sing and rays of light flood into the entire catheral, embracing every single soul with warmth to salvage them from their loneliness, fatigue and sorrows..i could suddenly see the light glaring into my sleepy eyes..ta dum..so that's what im supposed to do, im supposed to read the newspaper starting from today onwards..even though it took me 17 years to realize it, it's always better late than never..
up to this point of my entry, i suddenly realize that i havent touched on my theme yet..well, that's me..im the one who always stray away from the main objective and find out only after loads of crap..click..back to the main channel..
today's headlines had certainly caught my eye and seduced me into reading the once-thought-silly-piece-of-junk..in case ur wondering how it seduced me, there was a finger stroking the downside of my chin and a husky voice teasing beside my ear, "eat me..hmmm.. " i could feel my lungs burning within me as i swallowed my saliva down my throat and i was totally aroused by the mystery and pleasure..unable to stand the heat, i started to... ...
(the above content is rated m18 due to expicit details for wild and erotic imagination..)
man, why cant the damn fan work? i just bought it a fornight ago at best for 45 bucks..haiz..i guess its one money one good..
ok, back to the topic..see, i drifted away again..haiz..on the headlines it reads: Koizumi Defies Critics With Shrine Trip..for those who dont know who he is, Koizumi is the current japanese prime minister..well, not for long as he is stepping down in a month's time..in case u still do not know who he is, he is the guy who has long white hair which fluffs and curls upward at the tips, resembling a lawyer's "headgear"..as for the shrine, it refers to the infamous Yasukuni war shrine..it is constructed to commemorate the deaths of japanese soldiers in the world war 2..coincidentally, his visit to the shrine yesterday falls on the day which marks the end of world war 2 for the japs..this enraged several nations such as china and korea and...blah blah blah...things go on..aparrently, i aint fond of the reactions by the nations and aint going to discuss bout them here..
here's what i wanna talk about..this shrine was built in memory of the "brave", "heroic" japanese soldiers that had died in the world war 2..what do you think? are they really heroes? if i could still remember my facts clearly, only one or two years ago did the japanese government expose their doings during the world war 2 to the rest of japan..the japanese have been kept from the truth for decades and regard the fallen soldiers as heroes..to make things even more intersting, the fact states that 14 Class A war criminals are actually honored by the shrine?!?!
i personally feel that the japanese soldiers were actually brave figures..they fearlessly rampaged and conquered several lands through the command of their intelligent miliatry leaders..without these attitude and brains, how can one possibly work towards conquering the world? however, as resourceful as they might be, they have definitely used their talents for the wrong purposes..beacuse of their massacre as they roamed from place to place, countless lives were sacrificed..homes were destroyed and hearts were terrified..anyone who survived through the invasion was most probably scarred for life and his/her life had certainly lost much of its value..
so, should they be admired? do we treat them as war criminals or patriots? i would surely admire someone who dies for his country just to protect it..but what about one who fights for his country just for the sake of conquering? i dont have an answer to it..if i say i loathe them, what about genghis khan then? he's someone i admire a lot..he dares to dream, has the greatest ambition one can possibly have, fears nothing but feared by all, possesses outstanding vision, has the guts to take on a seemingly stonger enemy and is respected by all as a great man, a great leader..however, he conquered so many lands and caused so many deaths..so, what makes him different from the japanese? perhaps the reason is beacuse he didnt lost and surrendered in any of his wars whereas the japanese did? that's just a wild guess by me..or maybe, we can calculate all these by substracting the marginal costs from the marginal benefits of their actions..
all men are born to fight as it's the only way to grow stronger, isn't it?
yawns..i guess im beat for the day..
cya..
الأربعاء، 9 أغسطس 2006
Bored! Entry
im feeling very bored now..so here i am, blogging..lol..
i dont know what to write though..
any suggestions?
national day? nah, not interested..the celebrations are so similar all these years..cant they come out with something more interesting and different?
exams? nope, im not going to stress myself out again..
piano? well, im currently playing lizst and mozart..
food? my mum's cooking tom yam tomorrow..yeah! lol..=p
love? come on, i have so many things to attend to and there's no time for me to look for a girlfriend ya?
emotions? mixed? BORED!!! that is definite..ha..
ambitions? i want to be a great figure on an international level..it's fine if you doubt me now because i admit to my weaknesses..however, you will soon notice some changes in me..very soon..im going to be greater than you can ever imagine..
me? arrogant, ambitious, lazy, emotional, strict on others, bad at social interaction, greedy, easily provoked and horny?! lol..
am i a good lover? well, it's for me to know and for you to find out..why dont you come and gauge for yourself? lol..no offense..i was just trying to get a little cheeky..=p
someone in mind? im not denying but i currently have one in mind, AND IT'S A GIRL!!! (this is emphasized specially for some nothing-better-to-do people out there who always spread useless rumors around..you know who you are..lol..=p ) who is it? my ex-girlfriend? the girl next door? nah, im not going to tell you..lol..=p
*yawns*
im feeling tired now..cya..
The following message is just for a girl named Daphne Ding:
lol..i thought i was forgotten when i went to visit your blog and didn't see my name in the list of people you thanked..but in actual fact, my name was the BIGGEST and was in bold at the bottom of your entry..lol..glad you like the tune i transposed specially for you..=D let me think of what to give you for your birthday next year..hmmm..bring a bouquet of roses to your school and give it to you in the middle of your lessons? lol..=p that's it for now..take care ya? ha..
i dont know what to write though..
any suggestions?
national day? nah, not interested..the celebrations are so similar all these years..cant they come out with something more interesting and different?
exams? nope, im not going to stress myself out again..
piano? well, im currently playing lizst and mozart..
food? my mum's cooking tom yam tomorrow..yeah! lol..=p
love? come on, i have so many things to attend to and there's no time for me to look for a girlfriend ya?
emotions? mixed? BORED!!! that is definite..ha..
ambitions? i want to be a great figure on an international level..it's fine if you doubt me now because i admit to my weaknesses..however, you will soon notice some changes in me..very soon..im going to be greater than you can ever imagine..
me? arrogant, ambitious, lazy, emotional, strict on others, bad at social interaction, greedy, easily provoked and horny?! lol..
am i a good lover? well, it's for me to know and for you to find out..why dont you come and gauge for yourself? lol..no offense..i was just trying to get a little cheeky..=p
someone in mind? im not denying but i currently have one in mind, AND IT'S A GIRL!!! (this is emphasized specially for some nothing-better-to-do people out there who always spread useless rumors around..you know who you are..lol..=p ) who is it? my ex-girlfriend? the girl next door? nah, im not going to tell you..lol..=p
*yawns*
im feeling tired now..cya..
The following message is just for a girl named Daphne Ding:
lol..i thought i was forgotten when i went to visit your blog and didn't see my name in the list of people you thanked..but in actual fact, my name was the BIGGEST and was in bold at the bottom of your entry..lol..glad you like the tune i transposed specially for you..=D let me think of what to give you for your birthday next year..hmmm..bring a bouquet of roses to your school and give it to you in the middle of your lessons? lol..=p that's it for now..take care ya? ha..
Bored! Entry
im feeling very bored now..so here i am, blogging..lol..
i dont know what to write though..
any suggestions?
national day? nah, not interested..the celebrations are so similar all these years..cant they come out with something more interesting and different?
exams? nope, im not going to stress myself out again..
piano? well, im currently playing lizst and mozart..
food? my mum's cooking tom yam tomorrow..yeah! lol..=p
love? come on, i have so many things to attend to and there's no time for me to look for a girlfriend ya?
emotions? mixed? BORED!!! that is definite..ha..
ambitions? i want to be a great figure on an international level..it's fine if you doubt me now because i admit to my weaknesses..however, you will soon notice some changes in me..very soon..im going to be greater than you can ever imagine..
me? arrogant, ambitious, lazy, emotional, strict on others, bad at social interaction, greedy, easily provoked and horny?! lol..
am i a good lover? well, it's for me to know and for you to find out..why dont you come and gauge for yourself? lol..no offense..i was just trying to get a little cheeky..=p
someone in mind? im not denying but i currently have one in mind, AND IT'S A GIRL!!! (this is emphasized specially for some nothing-better-to-do people out there who always spread useless rumors around..you know who you are..lol..=p ) who is it? my ex-girlfriend? the girl next door? nah, im not going to tell you..lol..=p
*yawns*
im feeling tired now..cya..
The following message is just for a girl named Daphne Ding:
lol..i thought i was forgotten when i went to visit your blog and didn't see my name in the list of people you thanked..but in actual fact, my name was the BIGGEST and was in bold at the bottom of your entry..lol..glad you like the tune i transposed specially for you..=D let me think of what to give you for your birthday next year..hmmm..bring a bouquet of roses to your school and give it to you in the middle of your lessons? lol..=p that's it for now..take care ya? ha..
i dont know what to write though..
any suggestions?
national day? nah, not interested..the celebrations are so similar all these years..cant they come out with something more interesting and different?
exams? nope, im not going to stress myself out again..
piano? well, im currently playing lizst and mozart..
food? my mum's cooking tom yam tomorrow..yeah! lol..=p
love? come on, i have so many things to attend to and there's no time for me to look for a girlfriend ya?
emotions? mixed? BORED!!! that is definite..ha..
ambitions? i want to be a great figure on an international level..it's fine if you doubt me now because i admit to my weaknesses..however, you will soon notice some changes in me..very soon..im going to be greater than you can ever imagine..
me? arrogant, ambitious, lazy, emotional, strict on others, bad at social interaction, greedy, easily provoked and horny?! lol..
am i a good lover? well, it's for me to know and for you to find out..why dont you come and gauge for yourself? lol..no offense..i was just trying to get a little cheeky..=p
someone in mind? im not denying but i currently have one in mind, AND IT'S A GIRL!!! (this is emphasized specially for some nothing-better-to-do people out there who always spread useless rumors around..you know who you are..lol..=p ) who is it? my ex-girlfriend? the girl next door? nah, im not going to tell you..lol..=p
*yawns*
im feeling tired now..cya..
The following message is just for a girl named Daphne Ding:
lol..i thought i was forgotten when i went to visit your blog and didn't see my name in the list of people you thanked..but in actual fact, my name was the BIGGEST and was in bold at the bottom of your entry..lol..glad you like the tune i transposed specially for you..=D let me think of what to give you for your birthday next year..hmmm..bring a bouquet of roses to your school and give it to you in the middle of your lessons? lol..=p that's it for now..take care ya? ha..
السبت، 5 أغسطس 2006
Special Entry: Quit Messing With Me!!!
When i knew that your friend is coming to our house, i took an hour off just to do the groceries and get all the stuff required..u didn't ask me to..I FUCKING DID IT MYSELF!!! u know why? BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT YOU, YOUR FRIENDS, AND EVERYTHING ELSE RELATED TO YOU!!! and what did i get in return? ur insults and ur sarcasms..do u think i deserve all these? DO YOU THINK I FUCKING DESERVE ALL THESE???
just because you're my mum, it doesnt give you the rights to poke a finger into every aspect my life..STAY OUT OF MY LIFE IF ALL YOU KNOW IS INSULTING ME!!! i had enough of all this crap and im not going to allow it to happen again..
IF YOU THINK THAT YOUR SON, YAP MING JIE, IS A FUCKING LOSER, YOU BETTER CHANGE YOUR OPINION OF ME!
i love you mum, but is that how you love me? by calling your a piece of junk in front of your friends, is that how you show care and concern for me? do you know how hurt i feel? DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING PAINFUL IS IT FOR ME???
by now, u should know why i never want to grow up to be like you and dad..
just because you're my mum, it doesnt give you the rights to poke a finger into every aspect my life..STAY OUT OF MY LIFE IF ALL YOU KNOW IS INSULTING ME!!! i had enough of all this crap and im not going to allow it to happen again..
IF YOU THINK THAT YOUR SON, YAP MING JIE, IS A FUCKING LOSER, YOU BETTER CHANGE YOUR OPINION OF ME!
i love you mum, but is that how you love me? by calling your a piece of junk in front of your friends, is that how you show care and concern for me? do you know how hurt i feel? DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING PAINFUL IS IT FOR ME???
by now, u should know why i never want to grow up to be like you and dad..
Special Entry: Quit Messing With Me!!!
When i knew that your friend is coming to our house, i took an hour off just to do the groceries and get all the stuff required..u didn't ask me to..I FUCKING DID IT MYSELF!!! u know why? BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT YOU, YOUR FRIENDS, AND EVERYTHING ELSE RELATED TO YOU!!! and what did i get in return? ur insults and ur sarcasms..do u think i deserve all these? DO YOU THINK I FUCKING DESERVE ALL THESE???
just because you're my mum, it doesnt give you the rights to poke a finger into every aspect my life..STAY OUT OF MY LIFE IF ALL YOU KNOW IS INSULTING ME!!! i had enough of all this crap and im not going to allow it to happen again..
IF YOU THINK THAT YOUR SON, YAP MING JIE, IS A FUCKING LOSER, YOU BETTER CHANGE YOUR OPINION OF ME!
i love you mum, but is that how you love me? by calling your a piece of junk in front of your friends, is that how you show care and concern for me? do you know how hurt i feel? DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING PAINFUL IS IT FOR ME???
by now, u should know why i never want to grow up to be like you and dad..
just because you're my mum, it doesnt give you the rights to poke a finger into every aspect my life..STAY OUT OF MY LIFE IF ALL YOU KNOW IS INSULTING ME!!! i had enough of all this crap and im not going to allow it to happen again..
IF YOU THINK THAT YOUR SON, YAP MING JIE, IS A FUCKING LOSER, YOU BETTER CHANGE YOUR OPINION OF ME!
i love you mum, but is that how you love me? by calling your a piece of junk in front of your friends, is that how you show care and concern for me? do you know how hurt i feel? DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING PAINFUL IS IT FOR ME???
by now, u should know why i never want to grow up to be like you and dad..
WTH?! WTH?! WTH?!
WTH?!
i created an entry last night and i witnessed it being posted up with my very own eyes..MY VERY OWN EYES!!! and guess what??? IT'S GONE!!! G-O-N-E!!!
WTH?!
i decided not to post it up again because i cant remember what i had written now..anyway, this morning i slept at 4am and woke up at 8am..u must be wondering why i only slept for 4 hours despite not having any activity in the day..actually, i didn't choose to wake up but i had no choice..still in my dreams, i felt a terrible itch at my right eye..so, i rubbed it a little..however, instead of the itch going away, it intensified..unable to bear the itch anymore, i decided to walk to my kitchen and wash my eye at the sink..damn! it didn't help at all..what could it be, i thought to myself..
i went into the toilet and looked into the mirror..HOLY SHIT!!! something was swelling at the edge of my eye..it's big and red and looked ABSOLUTELY GROSS!!! i was rooted to the spot..what the hell is that?! when i was still a child, my mum used to say that when a guy peeped at a naked lady, something would grow in his eye..man, no way can it happen to me..besides from a couple of magazines with scandily dressed females, i didnt watch anything else..AND I SERIOUSLY DIDN'T PEEP AT ANY LADY!!! without much delay, i quickly went over to the clinic opposite my block..(as usual, the nurse still looks sweet..lol..jjk..=p )
"it's an infection..you must not wear contacts forever.."
WTF?! THAT SERIOUS?! i was taken back by the shock..it's nt a month or two..it's FOREVER!!! DAMN!!!
"haha..i was just joking..you only need to avoid contacts for a week..it's just a minor infection..applying eye drops will do the trick.."
if i had a knife at tt moment, i would have stabbed it deep into the doctor's chest and clawed out his internal organs..what a time to joke when ur patient is dead serious about the medical report..it's not even the least funny..
anyway, my doctor is a humorous guy..it's wasnt the first time i was tricked by him either..if im not wrong, this should be the third time..ha..DAMN YOU, DOC! lol..i guess i never learn my lesson..
Next Entry: Inflexibilty
i created an entry last night and i witnessed it being posted up with my very own eyes..MY VERY OWN EYES!!! and guess what??? IT'S GONE!!! G-O-N-E!!!
WTH?!
i decided not to post it up again because i cant remember what i had written now..anyway, this morning i slept at 4am and woke up at 8am..u must be wondering why i only slept for 4 hours despite not having any activity in the day..actually, i didn't choose to wake up but i had no choice..still in my dreams, i felt a terrible itch at my right eye..so, i rubbed it a little..however, instead of the itch going away, it intensified..unable to bear the itch anymore, i decided to walk to my kitchen and wash my eye at the sink..damn! it didn't help at all..what could it be, i thought to myself..
i went into the toilet and looked into the mirror..HOLY SHIT!!! something was swelling at the edge of my eye..it's big and red and looked ABSOLUTELY GROSS!!! i was rooted to the spot..what the hell is that?! when i was still a child, my mum used to say that when a guy peeped at a naked lady, something would grow in his eye..man, no way can it happen to me..besides from a couple of magazines with scandily dressed females, i didnt watch anything else..AND I SERIOUSLY DIDN'T PEEP AT ANY LADY!!! without much delay, i quickly went over to the clinic opposite my block..(as usual, the nurse still looks sweet..lol..jjk..=p )
"it's an infection..you must not wear contacts forever.."
WTF?! THAT SERIOUS?! i was taken back by the shock..it's nt a month or two..it's FOREVER!!! DAMN!!!
"haha..i was just joking..you only need to avoid contacts for a week..it's just a minor infection..applying eye drops will do the trick.."
if i had a knife at tt moment, i would have stabbed it deep into the doctor's chest and clawed out his internal organs..what a time to joke when ur patient is dead serious about the medical report..it's not even the least funny..
anyway, my doctor is a humorous guy..it's wasnt the first time i was tricked by him either..if im not wrong, this should be the third time..ha..DAMN YOU, DOC! lol..i guess i never learn my lesson..
Next Entry: Inflexibilty
WTH?! WTH?! WTH?!
WTH?!
i created an entry last night and i witnessed it being posted up with my very own eyes..MY VERY OWN EYES!!! and guess what??? IT'S GONE!!! G-O-N-E!!!
WTH?!
i decided not to post it up again because i cant remember what i had written now..anyway, this morning i slept at 4am and woke up at 8am..u must be wondering why i only slept for 4 hours despite not having any activity in the day..actually, i didn't choose to wake up but i had no choice..still in my dreams, i felt a terrible itch at my right eye..so, i rubbed it a little..however, instead of the itch going away, it intensified..unable to bear the itch anymore, i decided to walk to my kitchen and wash my eye at the sink..damn! it didn't help at all..what could it be, i thought to myself..
i went into the toilet and looked into the mirror..HOLY SHIT!!! something was swelling at the edge of my eye..it's big and red and looked ABSOLUTELY GROSS!!! i was rooted to the spot..what the hell is that?! when i was still a child, my mum used to say that when a guy peeped at a naked lady, something would grow in his eye..man, no way can it happen to me..besides from a couple of magazines with scandily dressed females, i didnt watch anything else..AND I SERIOUSLY DIDN'T PEEP AT ANY LADY!!! without much delay, i quickly went over to the clinic opposite my block..(as usual, the nurse still looks sweet..lol..jjk..=p )
"it's an infection..you must not wear contacts forever.."
WTF?! THAT SERIOUS?! i was taken back by the shock..it's nt a month or two..it's FOREVER!!! DAMN!!!
"haha..i was just joking..you only need to avoid contacts for a week..it's just a minor infection..applying eye drops will do the trick.."
if i had a knife at tt moment, i would have stabbed it deep into the doctor's chest and clawed out his internal organs..what a time to joke when ur patient is dead serious about the medical report..it's not even the least funny..
anyway, my doctor is a humorous guy..it's wasnt the first time i was tricked by him either..if im not wrong, this should be the third time..ha..DAMN YOU, DOC! lol..i guess i never learn my lesson..
Next Entry: Inflexibilty
i created an entry last night and i witnessed it being posted up with my very own eyes..MY VERY OWN EYES!!! and guess what??? IT'S GONE!!! G-O-N-E!!!
WTH?!
i decided not to post it up again because i cant remember what i had written now..anyway, this morning i slept at 4am and woke up at 8am..u must be wondering why i only slept for 4 hours despite not having any activity in the day..actually, i didn't choose to wake up but i had no choice..still in my dreams, i felt a terrible itch at my right eye..so, i rubbed it a little..however, instead of the itch going away, it intensified..unable to bear the itch anymore, i decided to walk to my kitchen and wash my eye at the sink..damn! it didn't help at all..what could it be, i thought to myself..
i went into the toilet and looked into the mirror..HOLY SHIT!!! something was swelling at the edge of my eye..it's big and red and looked ABSOLUTELY GROSS!!! i was rooted to the spot..what the hell is that?! when i was still a child, my mum used to say that when a guy peeped at a naked lady, something would grow in his eye..man, no way can it happen to me..besides from a couple of magazines with scandily dressed females, i didnt watch anything else..AND I SERIOUSLY DIDN'T PEEP AT ANY LADY!!! without much delay, i quickly went over to the clinic opposite my block..(as usual, the nurse still looks sweet..lol..jjk..=p )
"it's an infection..you must not wear contacts forever.."
WTF?! THAT SERIOUS?! i was taken back by the shock..it's nt a month or two..it's FOREVER!!! DAMN!!!
"haha..i was just joking..you only need to avoid contacts for a week..it's just a minor infection..applying eye drops will do the trick.."
if i had a knife at tt moment, i would have stabbed it deep into the doctor's chest and clawed out his internal organs..what a time to joke when ur patient is dead serious about the medical report..it's not even the least funny..
anyway, my doctor is a humorous guy..it's wasnt the first time i was tricked by him either..if im not wrong, this should be the third time..ha..DAMN YOU, DOC! lol..i guess i never learn my lesson..
Next Entry: Inflexibilty
الخميس، 3 أغسطس 2006
As Far As I'm Concerned, I've Failed..
for this 17 years, what have i achieved significantly? the answer is nothing..
while i was pondering over what i should include in my lyrics ystd at KAP's mac, i realize that i couldn't do a shit about it..do u noe y? this is because i don have good command over my languages at all..for the past 10 years, i was taught the proper usage of languages in my primary and secondary schools..for 10 damn years, i have been fooling around and not realizing tt languages could be so important in life..i thought, if i have the right tools for work and a little intelligence, why do i need languages then..sounds relevant ya? if i have e brains to create wonders, y shld i need to know about english and chinese?
i was wrong..i commited this grave mistake for 17 years..languages are so damn important in our lives and we just cant go far without good command of it..languages are tools for effective communication..u need to know how to express urself in the right way so that others can understand your ideas and opinions..if a task can be done by onself, one can succeed even without proper usage of languages..however, what if u need a team to create something really outstanding..if you have poor command in ur languages, ur teammates might not be able to understand u..thus, even if u came out with a reali wonderful idea, it would be a wasted..no one is going to use your idea, no matter how good it is, if they can't understand what ur trying to put across to them..
since i was young, i loved, and was loved by music..i fell in love with singing at e age of 4 and started learning piano at e age of 5..however, i realized something when i was fourteen..not only was i able to express my emotions fluently and clearly through the playing of piano, i was also born with the gift of melody writing..i was rather delighted to discover this talent as it gives me an advantage in the pursue of my greatest dream--becoming a singer..in order to take a step further, i decided to try writing lyrics since there was no excellent lyrist around me..god has already sent me several warnings in e past though mediums known as teachers..however, i just cant be bothered and ignored them..now, i realize how miserable i am..i cant write any fucking verse for a song even when i have an abundance of ideas..that's because i could not find any relevant phrases or words due to my poor command in languages..
if only i have realized it sooner..if only i heed my teachers' advices previously..how regretful..
as far as i'm concerned, i've failed..
regarding my music, i will be taking my grade 8 piano exams this year, in mid september..and guess what? out of the 3 exams pieces that i've chosen, i have only finished learning 2..so that leaves me with 1 piecet? nope, it's actually 2..apparently, my 2nd piece still sounds like a load of crap and requires a great deal of practice..frankly, im nt e least motivated to play the pieces at all..since my break-up with her last year, i've lost my touch in piano playing..i was unable to express myself because i couldnt feel my my music anymore..i tried to regain that touch but it just seemed like an impossible task..now, i fucking hate to hear my piano playing because it sounds so damn disgusting..no feelings, no fluency, u might as well call it shit-playing..
i noe my teacher is reali disappointed and a bit pissed with me because i havent progressed a single bit since april..im stil stuck at e same old spot..im stil fucking playing my pieces wrongly and making the same mistakes over and over again..but what the fuck can i do about it? it's not like i didnt try or anything..i have physical limitations with my wrists, making it harder for me technically..and as time progresses, im more and more aware of my problem..i just cant do it technically..
i just feel like tearing my scores away and tell my teacher that im nt going to take e exams anymore..but i cant do tt..i will disappoint a lot of ppl out dere and also let myself down..with only one and a half month left, what can i possibly do? besides, i stil have my poly exams to handle soon..which area should i put more efforts in? i dont fucking know..piano practising requires a long period of practising while exams requires a shorter period..but with both drawing near, i cant make up mind..i feel so lost..it seems that i still havent come out with e best solution for this situation..hmmm..rather then saying that, y dont i rephrase it? my senses and thoughts are all messed up and i just cant think in e right way..im losing the will..i hope i can wake up before its all too late..
As Far As I'm Concerned, I've Failed..
FUCK! i just cant continue writing this entry anymore..everything doesnt link together and it's a total mess..sorry ppl but i guess i'll continue this next time..i'm nt in e mood right now because i feel quite fucked up now..my apologies for the frequent usage of vulgarities..e more i try to write, the more pathetic i feel because of my english and stuff..haiz..i hope im nt a goner yet..
Next Entry: Undecided
while i was pondering over what i should include in my lyrics ystd at KAP's mac, i realize that i couldn't do a shit about it..do u noe y? this is because i don have good command over my languages at all..for the past 10 years, i was taught the proper usage of languages in my primary and secondary schools..for 10 damn years, i have been fooling around and not realizing tt languages could be so important in life..i thought, if i have the right tools for work and a little intelligence, why do i need languages then..sounds relevant ya? if i have e brains to create wonders, y shld i need to know about english and chinese?
i was wrong..i commited this grave mistake for 17 years..languages are so damn important in our lives and we just cant go far without good command of it..languages are tools for effective communication..u need to know how to express urself in the right way so that others can understand your ideas and opinions..if a task can be done by onself, one can succeed even without proper usage of languages..however, what if u need a team to create something really outstanding..if you have poor command in ur languages, ur teammates might not be able to understand u..thus, even if u came out with a reali wonderful idea, it would be a wasted..no one is going to use your idea, no matter how good it is, if they can't understand what ur trying to put across to them..
since i was young, i loved, and was loved by music..i fell in love with singing at e age of 4 and started learning piano at e age of 5..however, i realized something when i was fourteen..not only was i able to express my emotions fluently and clearly through the playing of piano, i was also born with the gift of melody writing..i was rather delighted to discover this talent as it gives me an advantage in the pursue of my greatest dream--becoming a singer..in order to take a step further, i decided to try writing lyrics since there was no excellent lyrist around me..god has already sent me several warnings in e past though mediums known as teachers..however, i just cant be bothered and ignored them..now, i realize how miserable i am..i cant write any fucking verse for a song even when i have an abundance of ideas..that's because i could not find any relevant phrases or words due to my poor command in languages..
if only i have realized it sooner..if only i heed my teachers' advices previously..how regretful..
as far as i'm concerned, i've failed..
regarding my music, i will be taking my grade 8 piano exams this year, in mid september..and guess what? out of the 3 exams pieces that i've chosen, i have only finished learning 2..so that leaves me with 1 piecet? nope, it's actually 2..apparently, my 2nd piece still sounds like a load of crap and requires a great deal of practice..frankly, im nt e least motivated to play the pieces at all..since my break-up with her last year, i've lost my touch in piano playing..i was unable to express myself because i couldnt feel my my music anymore..i tried to regain that touch but it just seemed like an impossible task..now, i fucking hate to hear my piano playing because it sounds so damn disgusting..no feelings, no fluency, u might as well call it shit-playing..
i noe my teacher is reali disappointed and a bit pissed with me because i havent progressed a single bit since april..im stil stuck at e same old spot..im stil fucking playing my pieces wrongly and making the same mistakes over and over again..but what the fuck can i do about it? it's not like i didnt try or anything..i have physical limitations with my wrists, making it harder for me technically..and as time progresses, im more and more aware of my problem..i just cant do it technically..
i just feel like tearing my scores away and tell my teacher that im nt going to take e exams anymore..but i cant do tt..i will disappoint a lot of ppl out dere and also let myself down..with only one and a half month left, what can i possibly do? besides, i stil have my poly exams to handle soon..which area should i put more efforts in? i dont fucking know..piano practising requires a long period of practising while exams requires a shorter period..but with both drawing near, i cant make up mind..i feel so lost..it seems that i still havent come out with e best solution for this situation..hmmm..rather then saying that, y dont i rephrase it? my senses and thoughts are all messed up and i just cant think in e right way..im losing the will..i hope i can wake up before its all too late..
As Far As I'm Concerned, I've Failed..
FUCK! i just cant continue writing this entry anymore..everything doesnt link together and it's a total mess..sorry ppl but i guess i'll continue this next time..i'm nt in e mood right now because i feel quite fucked up now..my apologies for the frequent usage of vulgarities..e more i try to write, the more pathetic i feel because of my english and stuff..haiz..i hope im nt a goner yet..
Next Entry: Undecided
As Far As I'm Concerned, I've Failed..
for this 17 years, what have i achieved significantly? the answer is nothing..
while i was pondering over what i should include in my lyrics ystd at KAP's mac, i realize that i couldn't do a shit about it..do u noe y? this is because i don have good command over my languages at all..for the past 10 years, i was taught the proper usage of languages in my primary and secondary schools..for 10 damn years, i have been fooling around and not realizing tt languages could be so important in life..i thought, if i have the right tools for work and a little intelligence, why do i need languages then..sounds relevant ya? if i have e brains to create wonders, y shld i need to know about english and chinese?
i was wrong..i commited this grave mistake for 17 years..languages are so damn important in our lives and we just cant go far without good command of it..languages are tools for effective communication..u need to know how to express urself in the right way so that others can understand your ideas and opinions..if a task can be done by onself, one can succeed even without proper usage of languages..however, what if u need a team to create something really outstanding..if you have poor command in ur languages, ur teammates might not be able to understand u..thus, even if u came out with a reali wonderful idea, it would be a wasted..no one is going to use your idea, no matter how good it is, if they can't understand what ur trying to put across to them..
since i was young, i loved, and was loved by music..i fell in love with singing at e age of 4 and started learning piano at e age of 5..however, i realized something when i was fourteen..not only was i able to express my emotions fluently and clearly through the playing of piano, i was also born with the gift of melody writing..i was rather delighted to discover this talent as it gives me an advantage in the pursue of my greatest dream--becoming a singer..in order to take a step further, i decided to try writing lyrics since there was no excellent lyrist around me..god has already sent me several warnings in e past though mediums known as teachers..however, i just cant be bothered and ignored them..now, i realize how miserable i am..i cant write any fucking verse for a song even when i have an abundance of ideas..that's because i could not find any relevant phrases or words due to my poor command in languages..
if only i have realized it sooner..if only i heed my teachers' advices previously..how regretful..
as far as i'm concerned, i've failed..
regarding my music, i will be taking my grade 8 piano exams this year, in mid september..and guess what? out of the 3 exams pieces that i've chosen, i have only finished learning 2..so that leaves me with 1 piecet? nope, it's actually 2..apparently, my 2nd piece still sounds like a load of crap and requires a great deal of practice..frankly, im nt e least motivated to play the pieces at all..since my break-up with her last year, i've lost my touch in piano playing..i was unable to express myself because i couldnt feel my my music anymore..i tried to regain that touch but it just seemed like an impossible task..now, i fucking hate to hear my piano playing because it sounds so damn disgusting..no feelings, no fluency, u might as well call it shit-playing..
i noe my teacher is reali disappointed and a bit pissed with me because i havent progressed a single bit since april..im stil stuck at e same old spot..im stil fucking playing my pieces wrongly and making the same mistakes over and over again..but what the fuck can i do about it? it's not like i didnt try or anything..i have physical limitations with my wrists, making it harder for me technically..and as time progresses, im more and more aware of my problem..i just cant do it technically..
i just feel like tearing my scores away and tell my teacher that im nt going to take e exams anymore..but i cant do tt..i will disappoint a lot of ppl out dere and also let myself down..with only one and a half month left, what can i possibly do? besides, i stil have my poly exams to handle soon..which area should i put more efforts in? i dont fucking know..piano practising requires a long period of practising while exams requires a shorter period..but with both drawing near, i cant make up mind..i feel so lost..it seems that i still havent come out with e best solution for this situation..hmmm..rather then saying that, y dont i rephrase it? my senses and thoughts are all messed up and i just cant think in e right way..im losing the will..i hope i can wake up before its all too late..
As Far As I'm Concerned, I've Failed..
FUCK! i just cant continue writing this entry anymore..everything doesnt link together and it's a total mess..sorry ppl but i guess i'll continue this next time..i'm nt in e mood right now because i feel quite fucked up now..my apologies for the frequent usage of vulgarities..e more i try to write, the more pathetic i feel because of my english and stuff..haiz..i hope im nt a goner yet..
Next Entry: Undecided
while i was pondering over what i should include in my lyrics ystd at KAP's mac, i realize that i couldn't do a shit about it..do u noe y? this is because i don have good command over my languages at all..for the past 10 years, i was taught the proper usage of languages in my primary and secondary schools..for 10 damn years, i have been fooling around and not realizing tt languages could be so important in life..i thought, if i have the right tools for work and a little intelligence, why do i need languages then..sounds relevant ya? if i have e brains to create wonders, y shld i need to know about english and chinese?
i was wrong..i commited this grave mistake for 17 years..languages are so damn important in our lives and we just cant go far without good command of it..languages are tools for effective communication..u need to know how to express urself in the right way so that others can understand your ideas and opinions..if a task can be done by onself, one can succeed even without proper usage of languages..however, what if u need a team to create something really outstanding..if you have poor command in ur languages, ur teammates might not be able to understand u..thus, even if u came out with a reali wonderful idea, it would be a wasted..no one is going to use your idea, no matter how good it is, if they can't understand what ur trying to put across to them..
since i was young, i loved, and was loved by music..i fell in love with singing at e age of 4 and started learning piano at e age of 5..however, i realized something when i was fourteen..not only was i able to express my emotions fluently and clearly through the playing of piano, i was also born with the gift of melody writing..i was rather delighted to discover this talent as it gives me an advantage in the pursue of my greatest dream--becoming a singer..in order to take a step further, i decided to try writing lyrics since there was no excellent lyrist around me..god has already sent me several warnings in e past though mediums known as teachers..however, i just cant be bothered and ignored them..now, i realize how miserable i am..i cant write any fucking verse for a song even when i have an abundance of ideas..that's because i could not find any relevant phrases or words due to my poor command in languages..
if only i have realized it sooner..if only i heed my teachers' advices previously..how regretful..
as far as i'm concerned, i've failed..
regarding my music, i will be taking my grade 8 piano exams this year, in mid september..and guess what? out of the 3 exams pieces that i've chosen, i have only finished learning 2..so that leaves me with 1 piecet? nope, it's actually 2..apparently, my 2nd piece still sounds like a load of crap and requires a great deal of practice..frankly, im nt e least motivated to play the pieces at all..since my break-up with her last year, i've lost my touch in piano playing..i was unable to express myself because i couldnt feel my my music anymore..i tried to regain that touch but it just seemed like an impossible task..now, i fucking hate to hear my piano playing because it sounds so damn disgusting..no feelings, no fluency, u might as well call it shit-playing..
i noe my teacher is reali disappointed and a bit pissed with me because i havent progressed a single bit since april..im stil stuck at e same old spot..im stil fucking playing my pieces wrongly and making the same mistakes over and over again..but what the fuck can i do about it? it's not like i didnt try or anything..i have physical limitations with my wrists, making it harder for me technically..and as time progresses, im more and more aware of my problem..i just cant do it technically..
i just feel like tearing my scores away and tell my teacher that im nt going to take e exams anymore..but i cant do tt..i will disappoint a lot of ppl out dere and also let myself down..with only one and a half month left, what can i possibly do? besides, i stil have my poly exams to handle soon..which area should i put more efforts in? i dont fucking know..piano practising requires a long period of practising while exams requires a shorter period..but with both drawing near, i cant make up mind..i feel so lost..it seems that i still havent come out with e best solution for this situation..hmmm..rather then saying that, y dont i rephrase it? my senses and thoughts are all messed up and i just cant think in e right way..im losing the will..i hope i can wake up before its all too late..
As Far As I'm Concerned, I've Failed..
FUCK! i just cant continue writing this entry anymore..everything doesnt link together and it's a total mess..sorry ppl but i guess i'll continue this next time..i'm nt in e mood right now because i feel quite fucked up now..my apologies for the frequent usage of vulgarities..e more i try to write, the more pathetic i feel because of my english and stuff..haiz..i hope im nt a goner yet..
Next Entry: Undecided
الأحد، 30 يوليو 2006
Turning Seventeen
finally, here i'm back with my 2nd blog..ha..it feels kinda cool to get a blog again, doesn't it? this is a whole new, fresh beginning and u guys are here to witness it, even though it's far from being the greatest event in town..lol..
well, i must reali comment on sth tt attention-seeking freaks out there are denying all the time..when u start a blog, u seriously want ppl to read it..
"i did it just for the sake of expressing myself..i don't need any readers but they just come.."
cmon dudes, time to stuff a little sense into ur tiny brains..u create a blog bcuz u need to unleash those emotions in u, be it happy, sad, excited or devastated..u wan these feelings to be made known to ppl whom u noe so that they can at least try n understand hw u feel..don try to hide it with some stupid lies..if ur reali tt strong emotionally, u wouldn't need a blog in e 1st place (tis onli applies to "expressive blogs")..
i've created a new blog and i want it to be read..however, i don need e whole world to come and peek at my entries..i juz wan a couple of guys out dere who know me n some genuine frens to come c wat i've been up to again, noe hw i feel about things n know mre about me..my entries will be mre direct tis time round so feel free to shoot me if i'm in e wrong or sth ya? regarding my previous blog, i've received feedback tt my entries are mre or less similar to composition writing..ha..however, i've decided not to change my style because i feel that i can relate better to ppl tis way..n pls pardon my language frm time to time as im nt reali good at english..in fact, im reali bad at it..lol..
lets move on..
Happy Birthday to Me,
Happy Birthday to Me,
Happy Birthday to Ming Jie,
Happy Birthday to Me!!! =D
lol..tis might seem sick n narcissistic to u but if u onli succeed in noticing the sick part, you're missing out e main pt..
IT IS MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!
lol..i wonder y im getting so excited over tis..perhaps e reason is bcuz no one is celebrating it with me so i need to entertain myself..tis is wat u guys call self-entertaining ya? if u think on e gd side, at least i din indulge in a conversation with my reflection in a mirror..lol..tts wat i call sickening..
today is my birthday and i shld be feeling happy..keywords: shld be..however, im feeling extremely depressed and moody..while i was trying to mingle with my family members, i had to keep up a smile so as not to disappoint them..i hope they will feel happy for the , even if i dont..
enough of the depressing stuff, lets move on to the top 5 events which had happened in my life last year:
1) Broke Up with the Girl I've Loved Wholeheartedly
what more can i say?
regrets, regrets and more regrets..
i probably don't deserve her love in the 1st place bcuz i hurt her so badly..
there's no return..
2) 'O' Levels Preparation
favourite spot: west mall coffee bean
chatting, joking and playing around all the time
challenge my form teacher that i'll get at least an a2 for a maths, b3 for chemistry and physics..
if i lose, he can tear away my testimonial..
final results: a maths-a2, chem-a2, physics-a2
3) 'O' Levels Results
english-b3
e maths-a1
a maths-a2
chemistry-a2
physics-a2
geography-a2
chinese-a2
combined humanities-b4
music-b3
L1R5-10
L1R4-8
quite contented when amount of effort put in is taken into account..
4) Working at Bee Cheng Hiang
my first part-time job (if the mediacorp one-day part time job didnt count)
during the new year period
was an employee for one month
late for work, eating and drinking while bbq-ing, taking breaks frequently..=p
5) Entered Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Business Studies
OG--> Fanantical Masquerade
Form Class--> TB11
TB11 is formed by a bunch of cool teenagers..
can be quite studious and hardworking at times..
completely unlike a typical poly class..
to be it simply, TB11 ROCKS!!!
=D
Next Entry: As Far As I'm Concerned, I've Failed..
well, i must reali comment on sth tt attention-seeking freaks out there are denying all the time..when u start a blog, u seriously want ppl to read it..
"i did it just for the sake of expressing myself..i don't need any readers but they just come.."
cmon dudes, time to stuff a little sense into ur tiny brains..u create a blog bcuz u need to unleash those emotions in u, be it happy, sad, excited or devastated..u wan these feelings to be made known to ppl whom u noe so that they can at least try n understand hw u feel..don try to hide it with some stupid lies..if ur reali tt strong emotionally, u wouldn't need a blog in e 1st place (tis onli applies to "expressive blogs")..
i've created a new blog and i want it to be read..however, i don need e whole world to come and peek at my entries..i juz wan a couple of guys out dere who know me n some genuine frens to come c wat i've been up to again, noe hw i feel about things n know mre about me..my entries will be mre direct tis time round so feel free to shoot me if i'm in e wrong or sth ya? regarding my previous blog, i've received feedback tt my entries are mre or less similar to composition writing..ha..however, i've decided not to change my style because i feel that i can relate better to ppl tis way..n pls pardon my language frm time to time as im nt reali good at english..in fact, im reali bad at it..lol..
lets move on..
Happy Birthday to Me,
Happy Birthday to Me,
Happy Birthday to Ming Jie,
Happy Birthday to Me!!! =D
lol..tis might seem sick n narcissistic to u but if u onli succeed in noticing the sick part, you're missing out e main pt..
IT IS MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!
lol..i wonder y im getting so excited over tis..perhaps e reason is bcuz no one is celebrating it with me so i need to entertain myself..tis is wat u guys call self-entertaining ya? if u think on e gd side, at least i din indulge in a conversation with my reflection in a mirror..lol..tts wat i call sickening..
today is my birthday and i shld be feeling happy..keywords: shld be..however, im feeling extremely depressed and moody..while i was trying to mingle with my family members, i had to keep up a smile so as not to disappoint them..i hope they will feel happy for the , even if i dont..
enough of the depressing stuff, lets move on to the top 5 events which had happened in my life last year:
1) Broke Up with the Girl I've Loved Wholeheartedly
what more can i say?
regrets, regrets and more regrets..
i probably don't deserve her love in the 1st place bcuz i hurt her so badly..
there's no return..
2) 'O' Levels Preparation
favourite spot: west mall coffee bean
chatting, joking and playing around all the time
challenge my form teacher that i'll get at least an a2 for a maths, b3 for chemistry and physics..
if i lose, he can tear away my testimonial..
final results: a maths-a2, chem-a2, physics-a2
3) 'O' Levels Results
english-b3
e maths-a1
a maths-a2
chemistry-a2
physics-a2
geography-a2
chinese-a2
combined humanities-b4
music-b3
L1R5-10
L1R4-8
quite contented when amount of effort put in is taken into account..
4) Working at Bee Cheng Hiang
my first part-time job (if the mediacorp one-day part time job didnt count)
during the new year period
was an employee for one month
late for work, eating and drinking while bbq-ing, taking breaks frequently..=p
5) Entered Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Business Studies
OG--> Fanantical Masquerade
Form Class--> TB11
TB11 is formed by a bunch of cool teenagers..
can be quite studious and hardworking at times..
completely unlike a typical poly class..
to be it simply, TB11 ROCKS!!!
=D
Next Entry: As Far As I'm Concerned, I've Failed..
Turning Seventeen
finally, here i'm back with my 2nd blog..ha..it feels kinda cool to get a blog again, doesn't it? this is a whole new, fresh beginning and u guys are here to witness it, even though it's far from being the greatest event in town..lol..
well, i must reali comment on sth tt attention-seeking freaks out there are denying all the time..when u start a blog, u seriously want ppl to read it..
"i did it just for the sake of expressing myself..i don't need any readers but they just come.."
cmon dudes, time to stuff a little sense into ur tiny brains..u create a blog bcuz u need to unleash those emotions in u, be it happy, sad, excited or devastated..u wan these feelings to be made known to ppl whom u noe so that they can at least try n understand hw u feel..don try to hide it with some stupid lies..if ur reali tt strong emotionally, u wouldn't need a blog in e 1st place (tis onli applies to "expressive blogs")..
i've created a new blog and i want it to be read..however, i don need e whole world to come and peek at my entries..i juz wan a couple of guys out dere who know me n some genuine frens to come c wat i've been up to again, noe hw i feel about things n know mre about me..my entries will be mre direct tis time round so feel free to shoot me if i'm in e wrong or sth ya? regarding my previous blog, i've received feedback tt my entries are mre or less similar to composition writing..ha..however, i've decided not to change my style because i feel that i can relate better to ppl tis way..n pls pardon my language frm time to time as im nt reali good at english..in fact, im reali bad at it..lol..
lets move on..
Happy Birthday to Me,
Happy Birthday to Me,
Happy Birthday to Ming Jie,
Happy Birthday to Me!!! =D
lol..tis might seem sick n narcissistic to u but if u onli succeed in noticing the sick part, you're missing out e main pt..
IT IS MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!
lol..i wonder y im getting so excited over tis..perhaps e reason is bcuz no one is celebrating it with me so i need to entertain myself..tis is wat u guys call self-entertaining ya? if u think on e gd side, at least i din indulge in a conversation with my reflection in a mirror..lol..tts wat i call sickening..
today is my birthday and i shld be feeling happy..keywords: shld be..however, im feeling extremely depressed and moody..while i was trying to mingle with my family members, i had to keep up a smile so as not to disappoint them..i hope they will feel happy for the , even if i dont..
enough of the depressing stuff, lets move on to the top 5 events which had happened in my life last year:
1) Broke Up with the Girl I've Loved Wholeheartedly
what more can i say?
regrets, regrets and more regrets..
i probably don't deserve her love in the 1st place bcuz i hurt her so badly..
there's no return..
2) 'O' Levels Preparation
favourite spot: west mall coffee bean
chatting, joking and playing around all the time
challenge my form teacher that i'll get at least an a2 for a maths, b3 for chemistry and physics..
if i lose, he can tear away my testimonial..
final results: a maths-a2, chem-a2, physics-a2
3) 'O' Levels Results
english-b3
e maths-a1
a maths-a2
chemistry-a2
physics-a2
geography-a2
chinese-a2
combined humanities-b4
music-b3
L1R5-10
L1R4-8
quite contented when amount of effort put in is taken into account..
4) Working at Bee Cheng Hiang
my first part-time job (if the mediacorp one-day part time job didnt count)
during the new year period
was an employee for one month
late for work, eating and drinking while bbq-ing, taking breaks frequently..=p
5) Entered Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Business Studies
OG--> Fanantical Masquerade
Form Class--> TB11
TB11 is formed by a bunch of cool teenagers..
can be quite studious and hardworking at times..
completely unlike a typical poly class..
to be it simply, TB11 ROCKS!!!
=D
Next Entry: As Far As I'm Concerned, I've Failed..
well, i must reali comment on sth tt attention-seeking freaks out there are denying all the time..when u start a blog, u seriously want ppl to read it..
"i did it just for the sake of expressing myself..i don't need any readers but they just come.."
cmon dudes, time to stuff a little sense into ur tiny brains..u create a blog bcuz u need to unleash those emotions in u, be it happy, sad, excited or devastated..u wan these feelings to be made known to ppl whom u noe so that they can at least try n understand hw u feel..don try to hide it with some stupid lies..if ur reali tt strong emotionally, u wouldn't need a blog in e 1st place (tis onli applies to "expressive blogs")..
i've created a new blog and i want it to be read..however, i don need e whole world to come and peek at my entries..i juz wan a couple of guys out dere who know me n some genuine frens to come c wat i've been up to again, noe hw i feel about things n know mre about me..my entries will be mre direct tis time round so feel free to shoot me if i'm in e wrong or sth ya? regarding my previous blog, i've received feedback tt my entries are mre or less similar to composition writing..ha..however, i've decided not to change my style because i feel that i can relate better to ppl tis way..n pls pardon my language frm time to time as im nt reali good at english..in fact, im reali bad at it..lol..
lets move on..
Happy Birthday to Me,
Happy Birthday to Me,
Happy Birthday to Ming Jie,
Happy Birthday to Me!!! =D
lol..tis might seem sick n narcissistic to u but if u onli succeed in noticing the sick part, you're missing out e main pt..
IT IS MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!
lol..i wonder y im getting so excited over tis..perhaps e reason is bcuz no one is celebrating it with me so i need to entertain myself..tis is wat u guys call self-entertaining ya? if u think on e gd side, at least i din indulge in a conversation with my reflection in a mirror..lol..tts wat i call sickening..
today is my birthday and i shld be feeling happy..keywords: shld be..however, im feeling extremely depressed and moody..while i was trying to mingle with my family members, i had to keep up a smile so as not to disappoint them..i hope they will feel happy for the , even if i dont..
enough of the depressing stuff, lets move on to the top 5 events which had happened in my life last year:
1) Broke Up with the Girl I've Loved Wholeheartedly
what more can i say?
regrets, regrets and more regrets..
i probably don't deserve her love in the 1st place bcuz i hurt her so badly..
there's no return..
2) 'O' Levels Preparation
favourite spot: west mall coffee bean
chatting, joking and playing around all the time
challenge my form teacher that i'll get at least an a2 for a maths, b3 for chemistry and physics..
if i lose, he can tear away my testimonial..
final results: a maths-a2, chem-a2, physics-a2
3) 'O' Levels Results
english-b3
e maths-a1
a maths-a2
chemistry-a2
physics-a2
geography-a2
chinese-a2
combined humanities-b4
music-b3
L1R5-10
L1R4-8
quite contented when amount of effort put in is taken into account..
4) Working at Bee Cheng Hiang
my first part-time job (if the mediacorp one-day part time job didnt count)
during the new year period
was an employee for one month
late for work, eating and drinking while bbq-ing, taking breaks frequently..=p
5) Entered Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Business Studies
OG--> Fanantical Masquerade
Form Class--> TB11
TB11 is formed by a bunch of cool teenagers..
can be quite studious and hardworking at times..
completely unlike a typical poly class..
to be it simply, TB11 ROCKS!!!
=D
Next Entry: As Far As I'm Concerned, I've Failed..
الجمعة، 14 يوليو 2006
Montar discos USB externos en carpetas
Una cosa que fastidia de windows, es la asignación de letras a las unidades de disco, que se hace especialmente molesto, cuando tenemos muchas unidades de red asignadas, y al enchufar el usb coge una de esas letras, por lo que no podemos ver esto. Una forma muy elegante de evitar esto es montar los discos USB directamente sobre una carpeta, tal como hace Linux. De esta forma el disco entero, se convierte en una carpeta más. Aquí tenéis cómo se hace esto: CÓMO: Crear y utilizar unidades montadas NTFS.
Montar discos USB externos en carpetas
Una cosa que fastidia de windows, es la asignación de letras a las unidades de disco, que se hace especialmente molesto, cuando tenemos muchas unidades de red asignadas, y al enchufar el usb coge una de esas letras, por lo que no podemos ver esto. Una forma muy elegante de evitar esto es montar los discos USB directamente sobre una carpeta, tal como hace Linux. De esta forma el disco entero, se convierte en una carpeta más. Aquí tenéis cómo se hace esto: CÓMO: Crear y utilizar unidades montadas NTFS.
الجمعة، 9 يونيو 2006
¿Qué es Linux y el software libre?
Este video es una interesante entrevista a Miguel de Icaza sobre lo que es el software libre y linux, y además de unas interesantes reflexiones sobre las ventajas que para usuarios y administraciones supone la adopción del mismo.
¿Qué es Linux y el software libre?
Este video es una interesante entrevista a Miguel de Icaza sobre lo que es el software libre y linux, y además de unas interesantes reflexiones sobre las ventajas que para usuarios y administraciones supone la adopción del mismo.
الأربعاء، 7 يونيو 2006
Actualización Automática de Firefox en Ubuntu
Puesto que Firefox se instala sin todos los permisos necesarios, la opción de habilitar actualizaciones automáticas no está disponible. Para solucionarlo hay diversas opciones:
Cambia el directorio /opt/firefox para tener permisos de 'escritura' y poner la propiedad para el usuario en vez de root. Para cambiar la propiedad después de la instalación escriba:
sudo chown -R usuario:usuario /opt/firefox
Ésta es la única manera de conseguir que las notificaciones de actualización funcionen, pero haciéndolo tendría implicaciones de seguridad en un entorno multi-usuario, por lo que no es recomendado: un virus o programa malicioso ejecutándose como un usuario podría reemplazar o corromper los archivos en /opt/firefox, lo cual podría afectar a otros usuarios del sistema.
Una alternativa al método de arriba es ejecutar firefox con sudo para obtener las actualizaciones. Esto es, cuando haya actualizaciones disponibles, podrías ejecutar sudo firefox -safe-mode (el safe-mode es una capa extra de protección ya que no cargará ninguna extensión mientras se esté ejecutando con sudo), instalar las actualizaciones (Help -> Check for Updates...), cerrar firefox, y luego reiniciar firefox como usuario normal. NO deberías navegar por otras webs mientras ejecutes firefox con sudo. (El autor no
sabe si este método es más seguro que el primer método).Una tercera opción es usar el método 1, pero sólo para actualizaciones: Mantener la propiedad de root en el directorio de firefox y usarlo normalmente hasta que necesitemos actualizarlo, dando entonces propiedad a nuestro usuario: sudo chown -R usuario:usuario /opt/firefox. Ejecutar firefox normalmente y actualizar (Help -> Check for updates...). Una vez que la actualización sea comletada, deberías restaurar la propiedad a root: sudo chown -R root:root /opt/firefox. De nuevo, NO navegues otras webs mientras firefox tenga estos permisos. Ésta es probablemente la mejor opción, aunque también es la más incómoda.
