Special Entry: Quit Messing With Me!!!

When i knew that your friend is coming to our house, i took an hour off just to do the groceries and get all the stuff required..u didn't ask me to..I FUCKING DID IT MYSELF!!! u know why? BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT YOU, YOUR FRIENDS, AND EVERYTHING ELSE RELATED TO YOU!!! and what did i get in return? ur insults and ur sarcasms..do u think i deserve all these? DO YOU THINK I FUCKING DESERVE ALL THESE???

just because you're my mum, it doesnt give you the rights to poke a finger into every aspect my life..STAY OUT OF MY LIFE IF ALL YOU KNOW IS INSULTING ME!!! i had enough of all this crap and im not going to allow it to happen again..

IF YOU THINK THAT YOUR SON, YAP MING JIE, IS A FUCKING LOSER, YOU BETTER CHANGE YOUR OPINION OF ME!

i love you mum, but is that how you love me? by calling your a piece of junk in front of your friends, is that how you show care and concern for me? do you know how hurt i feel? DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING PAINFUL IS IT FOR ME???

by now, u should know why i never want to grow up to be like you and dad..

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Special Entry: Quit Messing With Me!!!

When i knew that your friend is coming to our house, i took an hour off just to do the groceries and get all the stuff required..u didn't ask me to..I FUCKING DID IT MYSELF!!! u know why? BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT YOU, YOUR FRIENDS, AND EVERYTHING ELSE RELATED TO YOU!!! and what did i get in return? ur insults and ur sarcasms..do u think i deserve all these? DO YOU THINK I FUCKING DESERVE ALL THESE???

just because you're my mum, it doesnt give you the rights to poke a finger into every aspect my life..STAY OUT OF MY LIFE IF ALL YOU KNOW IS INSULTING ME!!! i had enough of all this crap and im not going to allow it to happen again..

IF YOU THINK THAT YOUR SON, YAP MING JIE, IS A FUCKING LOSER, YOU BETTER CHANGE YOUR OPINION OF ME!

i love you mum, but is that how you love me? by calling your a piece of junk in front of your friends, is that how you show care and concern for me? do you know how hurt i feel? DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING PAINFUL IS IT FOR ME???

by now, u should know why i never want to grow up to be like you and dad..

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WTH?! WTH?! WTH?!

WTH?!

i created an entry last night and i witnessed it being posted up with my very own eyes..MY VERY OWN EYES!!! and guess what??? IT'S GONE!!! G-O-N-E!!!

WTH?!

i decided not to post it up again because i cant remember what i had written now..anyway, this morning i slept at 4am and woke up at 8am..u must be wondering why i only slept for 4 hours despite not having any activity in the day..actually, i didn't choose to wake up but i had no choice..still in my dreams, i felt a terrible itch at my right eye..so, i rubbed it a little..however, instead of the itch going away, it intensified..unable to bear the itch anymore, i decided to walk to my kitchen and wash my eye at the sink..damn! it didn't help at all..what could it be, i thought to myself..

i went into the toilet and looked into the mirror..HOLY SHIT!!! something was swelling at the edge of my eye..it's big and red and looked ABSOLUTELY GROSS!!! i was rooted to the spot..what the hell is that?! when i was still a child, my mum used to say that when a guy peeped at a naked lady, something would grow in his eye..man, no way can it happen to me..besides from a couple of magazines with scandily dressed females, i didnt watch anything else..AND I SERIOUSLY DIDN'T PEEP AT ANY LADY!!! without much delay, i quickly went over to the clinic opposite my block..(as usual, the nurse still looks sweet..lol..jjk..=p )

"it's an infection..you must not wear contacts forever.."

WTF?! THAT SERIOUS?! i was taken back by the shock..it's nt a month or two..it's FOREVER!!! DAMN!!!

"haha..i was just joking..you only need to avoid contacts for a week..it's just a minor infection..applying eye drops will do the trick.."

if i had a knife at tt moment, i would have stabbed it deep into the doctor's chest and clawed out his internal organs..what a time to joke when ur patient is dead serious about the medical report..it's not even the least funny..

anyway, my doctor is a humorous guy..it's wasnt the first time i was tricked by him either..if im not wrong, this should be the third time..ha..DAMN YOU, DOC! lol..i guess i never learn my lesson..

Next Entry: Inflexibilty

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WTH?! WTH?! WTH?!

WTH?!

i created an entry last night and i witnessed it being posted up with my very own eyes..MY VERY OWN EYES!!! and guess what??? IT'S GONE!!! G-O-N-E!!!

WTH?!

i decided not to post it up again because i cant remember what i had written now..anyway, this morning i slept at 4am and woke up at 8am..u must be wondering why i only slept for 4 hours despite not having any activity in the day..actually, i didn't choose to wake up but i had no choice..still in my dreams, i felt a terrible itch at my right eye..so, i rubbed it a little..however, instead of the itch going away, it intensified..unable to bear the itch anymore, i decided to walk to my kitchen and wash my eye at the sink..damn! it didn't help at all..what could it be, i thought to myself..

i went into the toilet and looked into the mirror..HOLY SHIT!!! something was swelling at the edge of my eye..it's big and red and looked ABSOLUTELY GROSS!!! i was rooted to the spot..what the hell is that?! when i was still a child, my mum used to say that when a guy peeped at a naked lady, something would grow in his eye..man, no way can it happen to me..besides from a couple of magazines with scandily dressed females, i didnt watch anything else..AND I SERIOUSLY DIDN'T PEEP AT ANY LADY!!! without much delay, i quickly went over to the clinic opposite my block..(as usual, the nurse still looks sweet..lol..jjk..=p )

"it's an infection..you must not wear contacts forever.."

WTF?! THAT SERIOUS?! i was taken back by the shock..it's nt a month or two..it's FOREVER!!! DAMN!!!

"haha..i was just joking..you only need to avoid contacts for a week..it's just a minor infection..applying eye drops will do the trick.."

if i had a knife at tt moment, i would have stabbed it deep into the doctor's chest and clawed out his internal organs..what a time to joke when ur patient is dead serious about the medical report..it's not even the least funny..

anyway, my doctor is a humorous guy..it's wasnt the first time i was tricked by him either..if im not wrong, this should be the third time..ha..DAMN YOU, DOC! lol..i guess i never learn my lesson..

Next Entry: Inflexibilty

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