ok, i might be 2 months late but happy new year to everyone out there!
haha.
my blog has been really stagnant, to think that my previous entry was in december.
it's not that i don't want to blog.
i just need some inspirations.
the end of semester 2.2 marks the end of TB02 but definitely not the end to our bonding friendship.
even though i have been drifting apart from most of them due to my relationship, i do hope that there would be a chance for me to be closer to them again.
i used to think that i will not be "zhong se" anymore and will spend time equally with the special one and my friends.
however, things weren't that simple; or rather, i wasn't that smart to realize.
it seems that when people who are always hanging out get closer and closer, it's kind of hard to mingle in again.
it just seems like you're more and more detached from the clique.
the conversations seems alien, the emotions unfelt, it was as if i was in a third dimension, not understanding what's behind the laughters.
it's ok.
TB02 is a bunch of good people
i'll try my hardest even though i'm full of shit. =D
months ago, i was thinking to myself: how i wish "the dark knight" was screened now. it's still so far away.
now: gosh, it's only a couple of weeks away.
that's really how fast time flies.
it's not like i only noticed now, it's just that i have always feigned ignorance.
however, i realize that i can't go on like this forever.
i've been wasting my life away and not achieving much.
i've been asking myself this lately: are you satisfied with things?
there's no clearer answer to it: absolutely not.
if you ask me what i've been doing since i entered poly, i would reluctantly answer: i guess i finished 2 years of poly education.
that's it? yeah, that's all to it.
woah, look around!
who hasn't done the same thing?
there's one big difference between me and the rest: they just did far more than i did.
ok, don't be so down and get a little more positive about yourself.
you still got one more year so why not WORK SOMETHING OUT!!!
let's not waste our youth.
let's be someone more useful.
i've always aimed to get into smu but unfortunately, it's seemed like my dreams are dashed now.
apparently, i'm not that good at numbers.
i just figured out that in order to meet the minimum accepted gpa of 3.5, i have to achieve a gpa of 3.9 and above for the semester that just passed and my third-year semesters.
just the past semester alone and i can tell you that i won't make it.
well, sounds depressing but i got to figure out my alternatives now which are most probably overseas.
however, i won't give up in this final year.
i'm just going to plead my way.
well, i've still got more to say but i guess this should be enough for now.
i'll post another entry in a few days' time.
good grace, mum's starting to nag again.
ok, it's goodbye for now.
may the best be with you.
